insomnia
I have had the shittiest sleeping schedule for as long as I can remember. At the same time, I have absolutely no motivation to dig myself out of this hole that I am in. I feel defeated by this low point in my life. What is there to look forward to? Fuck love. Fuck “success”. Fuck emotions. I can’t even recall a time where I have been truly happy in forever either. Purpose. Where the fuck are you?











