๐ฏ๏ธ๐ soft!vessel x reader | word count: ~2000
requested - "i love how you look when you're safe. it's different. softer."
notes: and now, our wonderful vessel, devoted to sleep, finally rests. i hope you enjoy <3
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The rain had eased sometime after midnight, but its scent still lingered โ wet earth, asphalt, the ghost of thunder fading somewhere over the horizon. The window was cracked open, just enough to let the room breathe, the curtains swaying with the windโs exhale. The quiet felt new, reassembled. He had come home late โ later than planned, later than his voice could carry words โ and the sound of the key in the lock had drawn you up from the edge of sleep. When youโd opened the door, heโd been there in the dim hall light: shoulders slumped beneath the weight of his bag, hair damp from the rain, eyes heavy with the kind of tired that lives behind bone. You didnโt say anything then. Youโd only taken the bag from his hand and touched his face, the heel of your palm tracing the stubble that had grown in over tour. His breath had shuddered out on contact, half relief, half disbelief. You led him inside wordlessly, guiding him through the small familiar motions โ tea steeping in the kitchen while he stood under the doorway like someone afraid to touch the walls, your hands finding his as you coaxed him out of his coat, his rings clinking faintly as they hit the table. He hadnโt realized how tightly heโd been wound until the moment your fingers brushed his.
By the time youโd gotten him upstairs, heโd gone quiet in that way he always did when exhaustion finally caught up to him. Youโd sat him on the bed, pulled the damp fabric from his shoulders, and replaced it with soft cotton and warmth. Heโd tried to protest when you pressed a mug into his hands, but the heat made his fingers tremble, and that was answer enough. He drank, slow and wordless, while you changed the sheets โ the ones youโd washed earlier that afternoon, still faintly smelling of soap and cedar. When you finally eased down beside him, heโd already half-fallen into sleep, the tea cooling on the nightstand, your hand still tracing absent circled on his back. The city hummed faintly outside, a sound too distant to touch this room. Now, with dawn bleeding soft gold through the curtains, he was finally at rest. One arm lay heavy around your waist, his hand caught in the folds of the blanket as though even in sleep he refused to let go. The rhythm of his breathing was slow, even โ steady in a way it hadnโt been for months. You could feel each exhale ghost against your skin, carrying the faint scent of chamomile tea.
The morning came in softly, the light too pale to disturb the quiet youโd built around him. Vessel hadnโt stirred much; his breathing stayed slow, deep, the kind that comes only after a body has finally surrendered. You lay still, careful not to wake him, eyes tracing the small, human details youโd missed โ his hair now dry in rebellious tufts that stuck slightly to his forehead, the faint shadows beneath his eyes, the way his lips parted just enough to let out the smallest, uneven sighs. His hands were warm where they rested on your stomach, calloused but gentle, the kind of touch that carried both years of music and months of distance. You smiled against the scent of chamomile, the ghost of mint and honey mingling with the smoke that never quite left him. The bed creaked faintly as he shifted, pressing closer, as if even asleep he could sense you watching him.
It was strange, how fragile this peace felt โ like one wrong sound might wake the world outside and steal him away again. Youโd spent three months learning the shape of his absence, filling quiet mornings with noise just to keep from hearing the empty space where he shouldโve been. Now, with him pressed against you, that same quiet felt sacred. You reached up, brushing a stray hair away from his forehead, your fingertips barely grazing the skin there. He stirred at the touch, eyelids fluttering but not opening, his mouth twitching into something close to a smile. You could feel him trying to wake but unwilling to let go of this half-dream, that suspended space between sleep and safety. His thumb moved once against your side, tracing a small circle through the fabric of your shirt โ unconscious, familiar, home. You thought about all the nights heโd texted from hotel rooms or the tour bus, saying he couldnโt sleep, that he missed the way the air sounded here, the way the dark felt different. And now, finally, you understood the weight behind those words.
He woke slowly, the way people do when the body finally believes itโs allowed to rest. His breath changed first โ a deeper inhale, a soft sound caught between a sigh and a hum โ and then his fingers flexed where they rested against your side. You felt the smallest tremor of movement, his hand tightening, then easing again as if testing the reality of it. When his eyes opened, the light caught in them unevenly, softening the color into something warmer. He blinked a few times, disoriented, gaze flicking around the room before it landed on you. Whatever heโd been about to say dissolved before it reached his mouth. Instead, he only breathed your name like it was something fragile that might break if spoken too loud.
You smiled, brushing the edge of your thumb along his jaw, feeling the faint roughness of travel still clinging to his skin. โMorning,โ You whispered, though it felt too small a word for what it was.
He made a low sound in response, something close to a laugh but heavier with relief. โMorning,โ He echoed, voice raw from sleep and silence. You felt the vibration of it where his chest pressed against yours. For a moment, neither of you spoke. He just studied you, eyes tracing the familiar places like he was trying to make sure they hadnโt changed โ the slope of your cheek, the corner of your mouth, the shape of the lines beneath your eyes. Then he exhaled, long and slow, his hand sliding up until his fingers brushed your collarbone. โDidnโt dream,โ He murmured. โDidnโt have to.โ The words were almost lost to the quiet, but they found you anyway, settling somewhere deep beneath your ribs
He stayed close, eyes still heavy with sleep but bright enough now that you could see how much distance they carried. His hand lingered where it rested over your collarbone, thumb tracing the slow, steady rhythm of your pulse. โYouโre warm,โ He murmured, his voice quiet, a little hoarse. It wasnโt really a statement โ it sounded more like he was testing the word itself, making sure warmth still existed after months of fluorescent lights and cold hotel linens.
You reached up and covered his hand with yours, pressing it more firmly against your chest. โYouโre home,โ You whispered, and for a heartbeat his face shifted โ like he hadnโt realized until that moment that he truly was. The look that passed through his eyes was too raw to hold for long, a flicker of relief tangled with disbelief. You saw how tightly wound the last three months had made him, how his shoulders still carried the weight of stages and noise and sleeplessness. You smoothed your thumb over his cheekbone, and for the first time since he walked through your door, he let himself soften beneath your touch.
He started to speak, then stopped, the words catching in his throat. โIt was good,โ He said finally, though the hesitation made it sound like half-truth. โThe shows. The people. Everything.โ His gaze drifted somewhere past you, to the pale gold light spilling over the sheets. โBut itโs strange. You get used to the sound of thousands of voices, and then the quiet feels wrong.โ You nodded, not needing him to explain. He turned back toward you, eyes searching your face like he was waiting for permission to breathe again.
โYou donโt have to talk about it if you donโt want to,โ You said softly. โYouโre home now. Let the quiet feel right again.โ
The smallest smile ghosted across his lips, and he leaned forward until his forehead rested against yours. โI missed this,โ He whispered. โI missed you.โ The words were gentle, but they landed heavy, full of everything neither of you had said before he left.
You breathed him in. The air between you was warm and quiet, thick with that calm that comes right after truth that has brushed the surface but not yet broken through. His forehead rested against yours, his breath steady, the faint rasp of it brushing your lips. You didnโt move at first โ you just let the silence live there, heavy and alive, full of everything neither of you dared to name. When he finally pulled back, it wasnโt far. His hand slid down to your waist, thumb sweeping a slow line over your hip, grounding himself in something real, something solid. He looked at you like he was trying to memorize this exact second: the color of morning on your skin, the faint smile still caught in the corner of your mouth, the soft shape of peace he hadnโt seen in months. You felt his gaze like touch, steady and reverent.
He shifted onto his back, dragging you gently with him until your head rested on his chest. The rhythm of his heartbeat filled the space between breaths โ steady, low, the sound of a man finally allowed to be still. You could feel him unwind beneath you in slow increments, each exhale loosening something travel and time had wound too tight. His fingers traced idle paths along your arm, up and down, slow and thoughtless, like he was reminding himself what softness felt like. For a while, you didnโt speak. You just listened to the morning stretching itself awake outside โ the distant rumble of a train, the faint whistle of wind through the cracked window, the occasional groan of pipes. Then, quietly, almost like he was afraid to disturb the air around you, he said, โI love how you look when youโre safe.โ His voice caught a little on the word safe, rough and reverent all at once. โItโs different. Softer.โ
The words hung there โ gentle, heavy, unguarded. You felt them more than you heard them, like warmth moving through your ribs, settling somewhere deep beneath your sternum where heartbeat met breath. You didnโt answer right away. The moment didnโt need it. His hand was still on your arm, fingertips tracing the faint goosebumps that rose in their wake, and you thought about how strange it was โ to feel so known and still so completely undone by a single sentence. The word safe echoed in your chest until it became something larger than itself. It wasnโt just about now, about the bed or the light or the quiet morning. It was about how he looked at you like you were something heโd finally found after months of being lost. You tilted your head up, met his eyes, and saw it written there โ the same thing you felt: I love you. Neither of you said it. Maybe you didnโt need to.
Vessel smiled faintly, the kind of smile that felt shy even though it came from someone who spent every night under lights. โYou always look softer here,โ He said again, quieter this time, as if the words had shaped themselves around the truth he wasnโt ready to name.
You rested your hand over his heart, feeling its steady rhythm beneath your palm. โMaybe thatโs because I am,โ You whispered. His arm tightened around you, pulling you closer until the rest of the world dissolved into the warmth between you. Outside, the rain started again โ soft, forgiving, the kind that whispers instead of falls. You listened to it together, breaths syncing, and for the first time in months, everything felt still. The kind of stillness that doesnโt ask for anything more. The kind that finally, unmistakably, feels like home.
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๐ฏ๏ธ๐ soft!vessel x reader | word count: ~800
requested - crawling into bed late after a long day and finding them already there, holding the covers open for you.
notes: this is a smaller one, i know. but i hope you enjoy it nonetheless. for those out there having a rough day, i hope it gets better. i'm holding the covers open for you.
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The house was quiet in that way it only ever is when youโre too tired to fill it. The kind of quiet that hums between the bones, stitched together with the low groan of pipes and the sigh of October wind pressing at the glass. Every motion felt heavier tonight โ the turn of the doorknob, the unsteady shuffle of your steps as your body argued against gravity. The cold had settled into you like a second skin, making even the act of breathing feel like drawing air through frost. Your head still pulsed faintly with the ache of failure โ exam scores, unfair teachers, a thousand tiny reminders that effort wasnโt always enough. You didnโt even bother to turn on the light. You just followed the faint sliver of warmth at the end of the hall.
And there he was. Vessel โ already in bed, faint gold of lamp catching the curve of his shoulder and the pale outline of his mask resting on the nightstand beside him. The rest of him was all shadow and quiet breath. The sheets were pulled back, one arm extended, palm open in invitation, the covers folded like an embrace waiting to happen. His eyes found you first โ soft, patient, carrying none of the noise that filled your head.
โCome here,โ He said, barely more than a whisper, and the sound alone cracked something open in your chest. You didnโt think. You just went, every ounce of exhaustion tugging you toward him like gravity remembering what itโs for.
The warmth met you before he did. The blankets were heavy, soft with that worn-in weight that makes you feel protected rather than trapped. As you crawled beneath them, the cold youโd carried in your fingers and toes began to dissolve, drawn out by the steady heat radiating from his chest. He shifted just enough to make space, guiding you closer until your forehead brushed the hollow of his throat. You could feel his heartbeat there โ slow, deliberate, as if it was trying to steady yours by example. His hand slid up your back in slow circles, not saying anything yet, just letting you match his rhythm. The air smelled faintly of incense and the kind of quiet that only exists when someone knows youโre too tired to speak.
After a while, he murmured something against your hair, low and rough around the edges. โYou donโt have to fix it all tonight.โ The words landed softer than a prayer, breaking the tension that had wound itself behind your ribs. You felt yourself exhale for the first time in hours. The failure, the cold, the way your body had rebelled against you all day โ it didnโt vanish, but it lost its teeth in his arms. He pulled the covers higher over your shoulders, thumb brushing the line of your jaw before resting again at your waist. The world outside the blanket didnโt matter anymore. It was just warmth, heartbeat, and breath โ yours, his, and the quiet promise that you could rest without earning it.
The rise and fall of his chest was the first thing you synced to โ the slow, sure cadence that pulled you out of the chaos of your own body. Every shallow breath you took, he met with one deep and steady, a rhythm he offered without words. His thumb traced idle lines along your spine, patient and unhurried, as though he was reminding you that the world didnโt demand movement right now. The lamp cast everything in amber, a soft flicker that blurred the edges of his face and made him seem less man and more warmth shaped into human form. You didnโt realize how tightly youโd been holding yourself until he sighed, the sound coaxing you to finally let go. Your body sank into the mattress, heavy, pliant, no longer braced against the day.
โYouโve done enough,โ He whispered, voice a quiet tether pulling you back from the noise. โYou donโt have to fight tonight.โ He said it like a vow, like something sacred he intended to keep. His hand found yours beneath the blankets, fingers lacing easily, grounding you in the simple proof of being here โ alive, safe, held. When your breath hitched, he pressed a kiss to the crown of your head and let the silence bloom between you again, filled only with the slow percussion of his heartbeat. Your eyelids grew heavy, the ache in your chest softening into something bearable. He stayed like that, unmoving, watching over you with a devotion that didnโt need ceremony. By the time sleep began to take you, the only thing left was his warmth and the steady pulse beneath your cheek โ an anchor in the quiet, a promise that you were allowed to rest.
