#soddfa

It's not bad at all! I've had 2 done. It's just really weird after until you get a crown

So here is the shout out video I told you I’d put up but never got around to. It’s basically a video of Elijah throwing me shade because he’s r00000d. Also, watching this now I realize we forgot A LOT of people. We’re sooo sorry! and whenever I see him again we’ll make more videos! Much looooveee x.

Okay well I'm going to anyways. So today I've done a lot of thinking or whatever, which is probably unhealthy. But.. I realized that sumi inspires me a lot. I've rarely been able to say that about anyone, but, idk. I appreciate her existence. mA she's going to be such a great mother/teacher. I think mainly I wish I had the patience she has with people. I don't even know how many times I've probably gotten under her skin, but it's been a lot, and she never lets it get in the way of our friendship. I think that's what I appreciate most. Because, with me, I'm easily irritated or angry and I say a lot of things that I don't mean to say when I'm angry. I don't have the patience that she has with people. I guess at first I didn't understand why she wouldn't show her anger towards people, but now I've realized how beneficial that can be to people and their relationships. Also it's nice to have someone I can talk to about silly girly things without complete irrational judgment. Yeah sure, she advises me against things, but she never stops being my friend when I make mistakes. 

ANYWAYS.

Yeah. I appreciate your friendship sumi. U da best (waits for people to ship us even more on here but whatevaa)