#socialstuff

Today i’ve meet one of those “new friends” again, she is the one who i really admire and like the character but is very similar to me about overtalking she just start and go and go without stop it’s something that i usually do in a conversation, but because she do that i don’t talk at all when we go out, and that’s good for some point of view cause i can see my mistake in social relationship i mean i feel forced to follow her argument and she seems angry sometimes when i interrupt her for say things (maybe it could be my perception of things ) but the point is  that’s something that i think i usually make to other people i always feel angry if i don’t explain something from my idea to start and end like the other person won’t let me talk but maybe i should try to fix that a LOT. Other big problem is that the other person just hear and hear and probabily want to share things too but won’t interrupt ( i already try to stop my self sometimes and ask random question to the other part in the way to let him/her/they express their things, but i ofter fall immediatly into something else and start another looooong talk so i should do it MUCH MUCH MUCH MORE).I also think this time is gone much more better than the other one cause i was prepared and i think in the middle it was all completely okay, maybe i’ve fall a bit in the last part when i try to talk and seems i just complain myself telling how much she was more good at things and that i wasn’t able to realize how to do well like she do, but was a nonsense argument cause she is like perfect do a million of different things and always complete them with excellent result, my only problem i think is that i don’t really work hard enought and that’s all but i’m a coward and deny that and won’t admit that in public acting like i was the poor victim of the system what a dumb am i.....btw i think at the end she was a bit bored i don’t know, so i won’t contact her for the next time, if she want to see me again ( and that’s would make me very happy) she will call me i hope, in this way i’m sure she won’t do that just for be gentle with me since she knows i don’t have many friends... (none).

Does that mean the one on Sam is mystery flavored?

Cut back on beverages-- reduce to only water, milk, coffee, and hot tea. Coffee is essential. I am a college student. I need it.

Cut back on sweets-- reduce to only Twizzlers/Red Vines and chocolate (of any kind because really chocolate doesn't fall under candy in my brain; it falls under freaking delicious). 

Finish up a script by the end of February. Show my mom what's what. IN YOUR FACE MOM. 

Get straight A's. Because I get something special if I do. Something special and important and YES. (Not a car or anything. Why would you think it's a car? It's totally not.)

Get a significant other. Because I'm tired of being alone and inexperienced and I have desires, people! 

It’s odd thinking back to this time last year and how much has changed since then. I helped build and competed in my last FIRST robotics competition. I created my first mosaic of my own. I created a Where the Wild Things Are themed chalk mural. I participated in my first MUN conference. I snuck into an R rated movie while underage for the last time. I went LARPing for the first time. I went to grad night. I graduated. I spent hours toiling away getting very frustrated with ground penetrating radar. I went out to lunch with my fellow interns. I went to the county fair and a deep fried Klondike bar. I ate at Big Kahuna Burgers. I made friends. I celebrated Canadian Thanksgiving. I went to my first frat party. I stole rescued a Christmas tree. I learned how to lapdance. I learned...SO MUCH I got my first B in my entire academic career. I came home. I saw old friends, family, and teachers. I broke into my high school the night before the world was supposed to end and planted asparagus. I celebrated the New Year with the best friends anyone could have.

Ah, yes! Being home for the holidays.

And, by holidays, I naturally mean for Thanksgiving. It's refreshing, honestly, getting to come home to my mom after months of not seeing her-- of only hearing her voice on the phone. So far the experience is great. I'm enjoying my time and looking forward to Turkey Day. 

However, a couple of things suck. 

One, my dad isn't here. For reasons. Military reasons. Curse you military reasons! CURSE YOU!

Two, I do not get to see any of my old friends. Why? Because-- and, once again, curse you military reasons-- my parents are currently living elsewhere. So instead of getting to go back to the hometown, I'm in Washington with my mom and my two dogs. It's not terrible, but it's not exactly hip-hopping-a-hip-hip-hop-you-don't-stop, you know? 

But besides all of this, I am still enjoying my time off. 

Word of advice: Enjoy your time off! It goes by quick, so grasp onto it and spend as much time with your friends and family. Keep those bonds strong. 

Word of other advice: Do be sure to remember that you might have an assignment or two due right after said break. It could be your untimely doom if you do not.