#sob cry

This might be it girls lol

W O W it literally will always be like this huh. i cant believe my parents decided to have kids because literally none of this is worth it and i cannot imagine dooming another being to that slow burn realization 🥰

you know i. am trying so hard to start good habits. the type of "dont wallow in negativity by saying rude things about yourself." but it is so. goddamn hard. when your inner monologue is just....the incessant repeated thought of how nice death would be, broken only by hours of silence when distracted in the presence of others

very sleep ;___;

thinking about dressing v up like a cute little doll but i have 3 months where i can't see him in person im gonna throw up. anyway time to get really invested in drawing again and maybe shopping for dresses again