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and it was golden and pure and saccharine

a sickening type of sweet

and i felt this addictive ache to my core

knowing that someday that beautiful exchange

of energy and thoughts and trust and bodily fluids

would come to an end

and maybe it would end sharply

the kind of end that leaves bitter words sitting sour on tongues

the kind of end that leaves bullet holes with no exit wounds

or maybe it would end in a dragged-out fashion

in a manner that leaves behind claw marks from clinging so tightly

that turn into scabs which get relentlessly picked off until they give up on healing

or perhaps it would end gently

with soft sorrowful whispered goodbyes

and lingering stares that look like pleas.

so much of me wanted to believe that

it didn’t have to end at all

but a bolder part of my mind asserted itself, scoffing

everything beautiful must die.

i watched a girl fall in love this week

and even though i was sure that it would eventually come to a shattering halt

i wanted so badly