A Breathless Christmas Eve
The air in the cozy bedroom was thick with the scent of pine from the downstairs tree and the cold, metallic fear of the present moment. Thomas, twelve, and his father, Mark, lay prone on the rumpled comforter, their matching red-and-green plaid pajamas a cruel parody of holiday cheer. Rough hemp bound their wrists and ankles. The duct tape over their mouths muffled their panicked breaths into shallow, desperate sounds.
He stood over them, a silhouette against the twinkling fairy lights strung around the window. The Santa suit was cheap, the beard lopsided, but the eyes gleaming from the shadow of the fur-trimmed hood held a depth of wrongness that made the festive costume a thing of horror. A low, rhythmic “Ho… ho… ho…” vibrated from his chest, not jolly, but a tuneless hum of anticipation.
From his sack, he drew two clear plastic dry-cleaning bags. The crinkling sound was deafening. He worked with a dreadful, practiced efficiency, slipping the bags over their heads, the plastic clinging instantly to their tear-dampened faces. He secured each with a neat twist-tie at the neck. The muffled sounds became frantic, animal.
The real show, for him, began then.
He settled his weight on the edge of the bed, his back to their straining torsos, his gaze fixed lower. Their bare feet, pale in the dim light, were side-by-side. Mark’s were long, with a scattering of dark hair across the knuckles, the toes splayed wide in a powerful, futile push against the bonds. Thomas’s were smaller, smoother, the arches high, his toes curling inward like frightened petals.
As the struggle intensified, so did his quiet, ecstatic laughter. “Ho, ho, ho…” He watched the symphony of distress play out in their soles. Mark’s foot would flex, the tendons standing in stark relief, then Thomas’s would scrunch, every tiny muscle taut.
In a moment of instinctive tenderness, Mark shifted his focus. He pressed his foot gently against Thomas’s, using his toes to rub soothing circles on the boy’s trembling arch. The warmth of his skin against Thomas’s offered a flicker of comfort amidst the terror. Mark’s foot moved with deliberate care, tracing patterns that spoke of love and protection, a silent promise that he would not let go.
Thomas’s frantic movements began to slow, his breath evening as he felt the calming rhythm of his father’s touch. The connection between them deepened, a shared heartbeat in the chaos. The top of Mark’s foot ground against the bedding, while his toes continued to massage the boy’s smaller foot, a lifeline in their shared despair.
But the figure above them remained captivated by the contrast, by the intimate proximity of the two pairs of helpless feet fighting for a life that was quietly, crinklingly, being stolen.
The frantic movements began to weaken, becoming uncoordinated. Mark’s big toe gave one last, violent twitch and fell still. Thomas’s curled arch gradually relaxed, going slack. The plastic bags fogged, then grew clear again.
Silence.
He let the quiet stretch, savoring it. His eyes drank in the final tableau: the man’s broad, still foot beside the boy’s delicate, motionless one. A perfect, quiet pair. The laughter was gone now, replaced by a soft, contented sigh. He reached out and, with a gloved finger, ever so gently traced the line from the father’s heel to the son’s arch, a final, possessive gesture.
He stood, adjusting his white cuff over the glove. The night was young, and the glow from the neighboring house through the window looked inviting. There were more stockings hung by chimneys with care. He shouldered his sack, gave one last, appreciative glance at the quiet feet on the bed, and melted into the hallway shadows.
“Ho, ho, ho,” he whispered to the empty dark, already thinking of the next.
