I can't speak for the rest of your anons/followers, but my most taboo kink is definitely snuff play, especially if it's consensual. There's something so intoxicatingly hot about the idea of someone being willing to give up their life for either the ultimate orgasm or for someone else's pleasure. My ex and I used to get each other off talking about how I could gut them in the middle of us fucking and then strangle them with their own intestines until they came and went.
ANON I'M KISSING YOU ON THE MOUTH,,,, GOD THAT'S HOT. i get it. obv my tastes lean towards cnc but you're so right there's something inherently erotic about offering up your own life for someone else's orgasm..... the amount of love and trust and vulnerability in that kind of offer.... being able to say "i trust you with the parts of me i need to live; if you decide i am worth less than your pleasure then i believe you".....
giving someone pleasure with the end of their own life is also a strangely wholesome sentiment to me - bc they could use that to pleasure themselves? gutting someone and removing their intestines, and rather than using the blood as lubricant or chewing on the the rope you use it for their benefit...? the last thing they know will be the pleasure you give them - with their own body?? HOT.
is it fucked up? yes. but that just makes it hotter
10/10 KINK!
