Imagine loving someone so much that you need, need, them to love the things you loved before.
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Imagine loving someone so much that you need, need, them to love the things you loved before.

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I’ve learned to do these two things freely, and in so I have freed myself: First, love. Second, let go.
I'm tired of 3 a.m.'s without your sleepy eyes.
I've learned something new
Something else I may have picked up from you
I've learned how to leave you behind
I've cemented you into June
It was a beautiful year
and I think I'm ready to begin anew
But of course
I'll always love you
Blue Paper Rings
I showed you
How i kept my hands from being lonely.
You smiled,
You thought you'd already learned
All the passageways and turns
But this is something i picked up in your absence.
Scrolling only caused
Endless hollowness and insanity.
So i learned to fold paper heart rings
To keep my fingers from isolation
In the absence of your adoration
And to keep my mind from wandering
Back below the ink that I'm prone to.
You smiled,
Said you wanted one in blue.
Here it is,
I'll inscribe our initials
And mail it to you.

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Emotional Knot
It’s so strange
this hold a human being can have on another
I remember, just a year ago,
I would want to tell only my best friend about the new experiences I’ve had
About the days that would be eternally wedged in the bookshelves in my head
And this week
After the very first time I truly felt love for my education
After the most exhilarating first step towards my dream profession
I wanted to gush to you as well.
I wanted to call so I could
See your eyes open wide at the things I’ve done,
Hear the sharp intake when you’ve heard of the wild mid morning encounter,
Listen to you tell me that you’re proud of me,
Feel like someone outside of those obligated to tell me I’m doing this right
Truly believes it too.
It’s astounding how you still have a death grip on my emotions
despite us both seeing our futures slowly diverging.
It’s like our red threads were parallel to one another
when a strong wind came and twirled them around
Making it seem like we were destined to permanently tie ourselves together
But really, it was only a matter of time until someone came
and loosened the tangle in the fabric.
Still though,
My material has yet to lose creases from where you sat down
My heart still dips to accommodate your warmth.
Like folds in the sheets,
your indent will eventually be washed away, hung out to dry, and be replaced by a new body.
For now
I’m still reveling in the ghost of your virtual touch.
I miss you ridiculously. Sing me to sleep again, call me in the middle of the night. Call me so we can eat lunch together. Sit in silence with me while we do our homework. Laugh with me laugh at me. Tell me the little details about your childhood, who you were before and your life since then. Send me dumb pictures, videos where you're looking good and you know it. Screenrecord the embarrassing videos i send you. Tell me you love me again. Tell me our promise. What happened to "beyond the sun, always<3"? Come back. Please. You're home now, tell me you arrived safely when i wished you a safe trip. I miss you.
Be humble, for you are from the earth. Be noble, for your were forged from stars. Be wild, for the oceans’ currents flow through your veins.