#snappinghip

I'm 18 and i'm sitting my leaving cert exams in 2 and a half weeks (just saying that made me feel sick). I got glandular fever a few days ago and had to finish school earlier than my classmates and my friends. Knowing i'm done school forever is scary enough, without having massive exams to top it off. I want to be a nurse but i've go zero motivation to study for school, I don't want to use being sick as an excuse because no college is going to care if I'd glandular fever during my exams. I also have something called internal snapping hip syndrome all i've ever known is running and then it was just torn away , just like my labrum is torn. I feel like i'm falling apart , i act like i don't care but I do. I want to except the best , but I fear the worst.