Symbiotic
Benjamin Poindexter x F!Mutant!Reader (18+)
TAGS/WARNINGS: STRAIGHT UP SMUT MAN, lowkey cnc, fingering, fighting, blood, knife play, power dynamics, cum play, anger, hunter x prey dynamic. Let me know if I missed anything.
Synopsis: You and Dex are friends. You help each other out, stitch one another up, recount your heroic tales and victories because youâre both vigilantes fighting the good fight! At least, thatâs what Dex has lead you to believe.
âPoindexter.â
Dex winces at the way you say it. Itâs a bark, a command-harsh, biting, mean. He knows it shouldnât bother him, that it should roll right off his shoulders. Why should he care? He doesnât. He canât.
He works his jaw, tongue sliding over his teeth like heâs trying to taste his words before he says them to you. He grins, lids low, uncaring.
Please say he looks like he doesnât care.
âY/N, itâs nice to see you again,â His voice is flat, as if heâs uninterested in this interaction, like he has other, far more important places to be. Like this time spent here, with you, is cumbersome. A nuisance at best.
And not at all like heâs about to go toe to toe with the woman heâs had feelings for over the past six months.
If he didnât know you, heâd have said you also looked indifferent, angry at best. Your jaw was set, top lip curled ever so slightly-disgust? Probably. Youâd spat his name like the thought of it lingering on your tongue made you nauseas. It was nothing like the way youâd said it so many times before. No, youâd been sweet before. Dangerous, yes, he knew what you were capable of. But youâd been sweet, especially to him. Understanding of his circumstances, wanting more for him, wishing heâd been treated better despite his condition. Youâd made him want to be more, to do more, to feel. But Dex was an animal and he accepted that now.
And it pained him to see that it looked like you were itching to put him down.
Your tongue slides over your canines, hands flexing into fists at your sides, brows low as you look him over. He can see the anger, the burning rage behind your e/c eyes, and he understands why people are fearful of you. You hunt your enemies like theyâre prey, and you do a damned good job at it. Matt had kept you on a tight leash at times, worried you may take it too far one day, take a life. Youâd always told him he worried too much.
Dex wondered if today was the day youâd finally cross that line, if it was his blood youâd spill in a way that could not be salvaged.
He didnât like the way it made his chest ache.
âYou lied to me,â Your words were clipped, and your nose wrinkled ever so slightly afterwards, the way it always did when you didnât like something. Usually you only did that when Dex spoke with you about something someone else had done to him. Heâd gotten so good at beingâŚwell, good.
But how long could wild animals stay house trained?
âDid I?â He shrugged as he spoke, watching you carefully as he took a step closer. The weight of his blade in his hand felt familiar, and yet it didnât comfort him the way it usually did. Maybe the idea that he may have to bury it within you felt too heavy.
I donât have a choice.
âEveryone has a choice,â Youâd said all those months ago. God, youâd sounded just like Matt. It had made him want to strangle you. No wonder the Catholic prick enjoyed your company so much. But Dex had stayed silent, you didnât need to know that he knew Matt. He wanted his private life to remain exactly that; private. Heâd wanted to keep you to himself. You cared for one another, patched up wounds, exchanged stories, shared meals and ensured the other got home safely.
Was it really his fault that youâd assumed he was a vigilante? No, no, it was on you for not digging better. It was on you for assuming he was good, for looking for the best parts of him. He didnât ask you to do that. You did it on your own. You were foolish, you were dumb, not him.
Right?
You eyes narrowed at him, and he could hear your voice before you even spoke: âOmitting the truth is a lie, Dex!â
The last time youâd said that, youâd laughed as you stitched his shoulder. Matt had caused the damage, though you didnât need to know that.
Except you didnât laugh as you said it this time. In fact, you didnât say anything at all. And it bothered Dex. He was supposed to know you.
Maybe not knowing you would make this easier.
Your head tilts as you regard him, and he watches the way your hair shifts as you do, mask forgotten in this moment. He supposed neither of you needed them now that the truth was out.
He can feel your eyes on him, feel the way youâre watching the way heâs breathing, the way his hands are flexing, his stance, where his eyes drift, all of it. Youâre hunting him in the same manner heâs hunting you. Heâs impressed, turned on, and angry. Hurt too, if he looked too deeply, but he canât afford to do that anymore. Canât afford to force his jaw to unclench when the scent of your perfume shifts in the wind and invades his senses. Canât afford to let his gaze shift over your curves, or the way your suit hugs the taut muscles of your thighs. Canât afford to acknowledge the hurt thatâs so painfully evident in your drawn brows or the way your eyes are boring into his because he betrayed you.
Dex betrayed you.
The one person whoâd had faith in him.
Whatever.
Right?
âYou gonna kill me now?â Dex grins as he says it, pressing the tip of his dagger into his pointer finger, relishing in the way it nearly pierces the glove. âItâd be an honor to be your first.â
âI may have to,â Your voice is flat as you say it, like youâre accepting the circumstances youâve found yourself in. Dex only blinks at you, seemingly unfazed by your bold claim. âOr maybe Iâll maim you. I think being paralyzed might keep that ego of yours in check.â
His smile wavers for the briefest of moments, lip curling with rage at your threat. How bitchy of you.
He can see the way your nostrils are flaring to let more of his scent in, the way your nails are lengthening, lips curling back over canines that are just a little too large to be human.
Mutant. Thatâs what people called you guys now. Huh, didnât think heâd ever get lumped in with that lot.
âFeral,â Youâd teased. It felt like ages ago that heâd been sitting at your table, the warm glow of your kitchen light bathing his greying hair in a halo. How ironic. âThatâs what they call me. Maybe itâs because theyâre scared of me.â
âThey should be,â Heâd shrugged, two hands wrapped tightly around the blue mug of tea youâd poured for him. Something about the herbs in it would help him heal faster, youâd said. He never believed in that bullshit, but the honey youâd tossed into it had tasted good. It helped that youâd licked the spoon before youâd stirred his tea. âOne of these days Iâd like to see you in action.â
âI stay in control,â Youâd lulled, leaning against your counter. âIâm no Wolverine.â
But now, with the city buzzing beneath the two of you, and the darkened space of the rooftop providing the barest of lighting, Dex wasnât so sure heâd come out of this as unscathed as heâd hoped. Heâd betrayed you, and that was the only thing youâd said made you angry enough to lose control.
âYouâre a coward,â You snarled, face tipping forward. Your stance shifted-lower, coiled, ready. âI can smell you Dex-youâre scared.â
He swallowed. âMaybe. Maybe Iâm excited,â He shrugged again, cocking his head at you. âMaybe Iâll finally get to see if youâre all talk. If the big bad Y/N is as terrible as she makes herself seem.â He moved as if to bow. âOr if sheâs still living in DareDevilâs shadow.â
You grinned for a moment and Dex cursed himself for thinking about how beautiful you looked. âIâm going to gut you Ben Poindexter, and then Iâm going to suck the marrow from your bones and eat your insides.â
Oh.
He feels his cock jump at your threat. Honestly, mainly because he knows you mean it. The threat behind your words is very real and backed by the kind of skill heâs rarely encountered.
God, how was he ever going to get into a healthy relationship if the women he was attracted to were like this?
Thereâs a moment of tense silence, sirens and traffic blaring below you, the wind whistling through the stone maze of Hellâs Kitchen below you, and then youâre moving.
Youâre fast, unbelievably so, claws outstretched and teeth bared-
But Dex is too.
Heâs got his knife between his fingers before youâve taken half a step and itâs whistling through the air.
He almost hopes he misses.
But he doesnât, heâs Dex.
The difference? It doesnât slow you. Itâs sinks into the meat of your bicep with a sickening shlunk and you only roar in frustration. Dex barely has time to curse or pivot before youâre tearing into the flesh of his shoulder.
Ow.
He cries out, grunting, thick hand wrapping around your other wrist before you can land another blow. Fuck, he may actually have to hurt you.
As if on cue, you snap at him, teeth missing his chin by an inch or so before heâs recoiling and taking you with him. Fuck sakes, youâre strong.
âDonât go easy on me now, Dex,â You spit, teeth grinding as you struggle to twist out of his grip.
He only grins again, eyes ablaze. âWouldnât dream of it.â
The fight that ensues is exhausting. Ben Poindexter has been trained in hand to hand combat for years, and despite that, both you and that god forsaken man in red seem to be level or even one step ahead of him.
Heâs gasping for air, hurling whatever he can get his hands on at you, landing hit after hit, a kick to the ribs, even had your hair in his fist at one point and yet despite all of it?
Youâre kicking his ass.
Heâs never seen anyone so angry. Youâd put even Fisk to shame with the way you were tearing into him. Blood, either his or your own, stretched across your face, and youâd torn through his suit and flesh in more places than heâd care to admit. You were hurt too, limping if he paid too much attention to you. Heâd hit your knee in a way that would require medical attention but despite that, you were still standing, still clawing your way through him.
Benjamin Poindexter realized you may actually kill him on this rooftop.
He also realized youâd have to because he didnât think heâd be able to kill you.
It was a second long pause, maybe even less than that, but it was enough. Heâd cracked, hell maybe even broken, a few of your ribs and you were wheezing. Barely, but he could hear it. If he could sink a knife between your ribs youâd go down, he could win-
He didnât mean to take note of the way your eyes were glassy. He didnât mean to notice the way your mouth had turned down. He didnât mean to notice that you were nearly crying despite the fact that your claws were extended while you launched at him.
He did, however, take note of the resounding crack that rang out when his skull connected with the rooftop. A dull, low ache ebbed out from the base of his skull and he groaned, eyes fluttering shut.
Fuck.
It hurt.
It ached.
âYou bitch,â He managed to drawl, the heel of his boot scuffing along the gravel beneath him as he tried to pull himself back onto his elbows. His vision was swimming, heartbeat evident as the dull pulse in his head intensified. He could only grunt when he felt you straddle him, eyes rolling back in his skull when he felt a long, sharp claw drag along his pulse on his exposed throat.
Goosebumps ripple across his skin.
âI should kill you,â Your voice is low, he can hear you trying to catch your breath. Youâre struggling to breathe, the beating he delivered evident in the wheeze you canât seem to shake. âMen like you deserve to be put down.â
Dex doesnât even bother to open his eyes, smiling at your threat. He would have laughed if his ribs didnât hurt so damn much, teeth pink from the blood pooling on his tongue. âYeah? Do it then.â
His eyes remain closed as he shifts, hands shifting to rest on your thighs, the oneâs pressing on either side of his damaged torso. He swallows thickly, ignoring the sickly sweet taste of his own blood, as he taps a gentle rhythm on your suit.
When he does manage to look up at you, he almost feels guilty at the way youâre staring down at him. Your hand is raised, claws flexed like you might actually sink them into his throat, like you may actually kill him.
It may not have been the worst way to go out. Pretty girl on his torso, angry, possibly tearing his throat out. Could be worse.
Right?
Except you look anguished. If his head wasnât swimming, Dex would have been able to see that your hand was shaking.
âYou lied to me,â Your voice is hoarse, breathing laboured, eyes wild. Thereâs blood running down your jaw and throat, lip split by Dexâs fist, uniform torn and bloodied by his knives. âI trusted you. Believed in you. Wanted more for you. And you lied!â
Dex can only release a breathy laugh, choking on his own bloodied saliva as he does. He turns his face to the side and spits, tongue flicking out over the torn flesh of his lip. He could have spat on you, splattered the front of your ridiculous costume in more of his blood, but he decides he should be nice despite the circumstances, despite the fact that he wants to spit on you, watch the way itâll trail down your chest, see if maybe a touch of it will catch on your lip-
You roar above him and Dex is reminded of how incredibly dangerous you are. Itâs as captivating as it is terrifying.
He stretches his legs, boots scraping on the bloodied concrete of the roof youâve got him pinned to. He lets his hands settle on your thighs, thumbs sweeping over the curved muscle, before heâs smoothing up the expanse of them.
âThat I did, sweetheart,â He tuts, as if heâs disappointed in himself. Maybe he is. Heâd enjoyed you. âSo what are you going to do about it?â
You lean forward, nose nearly touching his, claws still extended, threatening. âMaybe I should finally, finally, put the Benjamin Poindexter down. Let this city rest.â Your words are clipped, a near hiss as you spit at him. He can smell his own blood on your breath, see the way itâs turned your pretty teeth pink, see his own reflection staring back at him in your near blackened eyes. Itâs haunting, the way heâs staring death in the face and yet heâs thankful itâs you who may finally deliver him.
Dex tilts his head, regarding you for a moment, before heâs reaching up, oh so slowly, to gently wrap his gloved hand around your wrist. Heâs soft despite the circumstances, even going so far as to let his thumb rub a gentle circle over your pulse point, before guiding your claws to his throat.
âSo,â Itâs a hushed whisper, eyes half lidded as he gazes up at you, blonde brows drawing together. âDo it.â
Your pupils dilate, ever so slightly, lips parting as you make sense of what the criminal below you has challenged you with. Dex can see the confusion, the hurt, the pain that flashes across your features, before a calm resolution seems to take place.
His breath catches when he feels the pointed tip of your thumb drag over his Adamâs apple, your pointer finger trailing down his neck while you grin above him.
âMe,â Your voice is low, sultry. âY/N, the one to take down Bullseye.â Your clawed thumb stops below his bobbing Adamâs apple, pressing into his skin. His breath stutters when he feels you pierce the skin, a small rivulet of blood collecting at the very tip of your claw.
Dex can feel his heart begin to pump a little faster, feels his chest constrict, like heâs suddenly high. His head feels like it could burst, tongue dry as his hazel eyes flick across your sharpened E/C ones.
Fuck.
He can feel your heartbeat on your wrist despite the gloves, can feel the way itâs picked up, the way your temperature has spiked. Is it the blood? His blood? The sight of it? Does the thought of killing him give you the same rush? You were an animal after all. Had Matt really suppressed your instincts? Maybe it was within you to want to kill. Maybe-
Dexâs mind is silenced when you suddenly lean forward, nose just barely brushing his. Youâve never been this close before. Despite all the nights shared together, countless conversations, stories, stitches, youâd never actually moved beyond a few inches of distance. Nothing had ever beenâŚsaid, addressed. There had been tension, sure, but youâd also seemed hellbent on maintaining distance. It seemed like no matter how many lingering glances Dex lent your way, you remained firm.
Nobody could get too close.
Not romantically.
You couldnât afford to lose focus.
He couldnât either.
Right?
Except you were his only focus when he was fucking his own hand, desperately clinging to the lingering scent of your perfume on his clothes. You were his only thought when he was whimpering your name, imagining your mouth against his ear, murmuring his name. Maybe youâd be tough on him, mean even. Maybe youâd use that incredible strength of yours and pin him-
Dex can feel his cock hardening beneath you and he knows you can feel it. Youâre straddling his hips, leaning over him, and youâve got your claws against his throat-can you blame him?
Your face twists in surprise, eyes snapping down to your clothed core, the one currently pressed against his hardening dick, before youâre looking back up at Dex. Dex, who tosses you a wicked grin before his grip on your wrist was tightening and he was yanking you forward.
You almost yelped in surprise, but itâs cut short when his other hand is suddenly wrapped around your throat and the grip is bruising. A choked sound escapes you, eyes swimming with tears as Dex drags your face to his.
âShould have taken the shot,â He whispers, and he revels in the way his lips brush past your ear and God-did you just shiver?
It doesnât take much to maneuver you, especially when youâre already exhausted and heâs managed to take you by surprise. Itâs practiced, fast, clean-a leg hooked over your own, your momentum used against you and suddenly: Dex has got you pinned, gloved hand wrapped tightly around your throat, knife pointed just below your ear.
Youâre groaning, lashes fluttering, hands instinctively coming up to grasp, weakly, at Dexâs arms. Hm, your claws had retracted.
Dex huffs out a long breath, sucking his teeth as he looks you over. Your skinâs started to bruise from where heâs struck you, hair matted-maybe you hadnât had time to secure it-and your breathing is shaky at best. Youâre exhausted, bloodied, battered.
Perfect.
âToo slow,â He croons, watching the way your face twists at the realization that Dex has the upper hand once more. He can see your pulse jumping beneath your skin, hand squeezing your throat. Heâs delighted, giddy even, with the turn of events. The two of you have finally fought, shown one another what youâre capable of. No matter banter, no more toeing this ridiculous line with you, pretending to be something heâs not-something good, something worthy of you, of your time. He pulls back to look at you, really take in the situation the two of you have found yourselves in when he feels sudden tightness in his throat.
He canât kill you.
Lying beneath him like this, lashes fluttering, cheeks flushed and lips bloodied, his own blood dirtying your hands, he realizes he cannot kill you.
He also realizes heâd never had any intention of it.
But the knowledge that heâd driven you so close to killing him had him feelingâŚdelighted.
âWhatâre you waiting for, Dex?â Itâs nearly a drawl, youâre obviously exhausted as you half heartedly shift in his grip. âIsnât this what you do? Kill people? Even the oneâs closest to you?â
Your eyes meet his when you say the last part, as if youâre challenging him, urging him to disagree with you. It was as if you wanted Dex to prove to you that he was exactly what everyone thought he was: heartless. He cocks his head at you, the corner of his lip lifting into a grin as he drags the edge of his blade along your jaw.
âDonât you have any questions?â He taunts, thumb dragging across the middle of your throat. âDonât you want to know why I lied? Why I hid who I was?â
His gaze slides across your pretty face, lingers on your mouth, before his eyes are boring into yours once more. He wasnât anticipating such an emotionless return.
âNo.â
His jaw ticks.
âYour explanation means nothing.â
Dexâs lip curls, eyes widening with surprise, and fury, at your words. He almost missed the way your lip shifted into the barest of grins.
âWhy would I give a fuck about why some low life criminal hung around?â You scoff. âI can see why you have no friends, now,â Youâre laughing as you continue, âHad to lie to me to get me to give you an ounce of attention.â You push your face closer to Dexâs, ignoring the way his knife presses dangerously against your throat. âYouâre a loser Benjamin Poindexter. You mean nothing to anyone.â
Dexâs jaw is clenched, lips pulled into a thin line, rage coiling like a snake behind his ribs at your words. He knew you were only being bitchy and cruel to him in an effort to have him lose control. But why the fuck did you want that? To what? Prove a point? Have him kill you? Matt was already after him, hated him for what heâd done, so why not add another friend to that list?
âI kept you around like a pet,â You laugh, tongue sliding out over your top lip as you mock the man above you. âBecause I felt bad for you. âThis poor, lonely, loser of a man. Maybe itâs my duty to help him, to save him-ââ
âWho in the hell do you think needs saving, huh?â Dex hisses, thumb pressing into the hollow of your throat. You nearly choke, hands flying up to his biceps as you struggle to breathe past his unrelenting grip. He pushes the corner of his knife into the skin behind your ear, grinning when you try to choke out a cry. Itâs only the faintest of pressure, but itâs enough to pierce the skin. âWho do you think is going to find you up here?â He laughs. Itâs cold, and cruel. âMatt? Where is he? Huh? You need help and where is he?â
Dexâs rage is beginning to boil over. The biting sting of your words has left him feeling betrayed and angry. He understood being enemies, that was something heâd grown accustomed to. But pitying him? Letting him stick around because you felt guilty?!
He felt betrayal and rage begin to gnaw at his gut, the biting teeth of the beast gnawing at his rib cage, begging to be set free, to wreak havoc-
Youâre grinning. Itâs subtle, the tiniest lift of the corner of your lip, bloodshot eyes welling with tears as you glance his way. Understanding washes over Dex as he looks you over.
âYouâre trying to provoke me.â His tone is flat, cold, dry. Your lips split into a shit eating grin, and Dex marvels at the way his cock instantly hardens in his pants.
Fuck.
âFuck you, Poindexter,â You spit, and he grimaces when it lands directly on his mouth. A dry laugh escapes Dex before heâs slamming his fist into the ground beside your head, knife gripped tightly in hand.
âYou fucking brat,â he growls, hand slipping from around your throat to grip your jaw. Itâs rough, aggressive as he forces your mouth open, eyes alight with fury. Youâre laughing in his fucking face and he could kill you. Dexâs eyes scour your face for a few moments, watching the way youâve lit up with laughter, before heâs suddenly pressing the flat part of his blade against your tongue. You startle, eyes widening as you regard the roughened blonde atop you. You make a noise, as if struggling to say his name before Dex is grinning down at you. âNot so loud now, eh?â
He watches you, enraptured, as you slowly bite down on the blade, teeth flashing, pupils dilating as you meet his gaze. Your words are muffled by the sharp, cool piece of metal that pushing your tongue flat but you try anyway, looking downright feral as you do; âBite me.â
Dex feels his chest tighten, breath caught in his throat as he stares down at you. He feels like a starved man, the muscles in his thighs tensing as he shifts his stance over top of you.
You, in all your animalistic glory, were trapped beneath him with his knife in your pretty teeth.
âI thinkâŚâ He started slowly, blinking as he watched the way your breath fogged the metal. âYou like this.â
Your brows dip, eyes widening a fraction at his bold claim. Your grip on his arm tightens as he leans closer to you, nose nearly touching yours.
âI think,â He continued to drawl. âYou like that finally, finally, someone can beat you at your own game.â
Sure, Matt would train with you, and he was good. He fought well and hard, In fact, heâd kicked Dexâs ass a few times now. But Matt wasâŚtame. He kept himself, and others, on a tight leash. Everything was always accounted for, in check. And the odd time Matt did lose his temper, his Catholic guilt immediately followed suit and flooded his system. He had a moral compass and strict code that he urged everyone around him to follow. Honestly, Dex found it to be fucking annoying at times. Honestly, was he really a hero if the people he let free kept killing others?
But you, you, were something else entirely. You were a live wire, a caged beast. Dex could see that. Heâd felt it that first night youâd found him bloodied and stumbling up the fire escape to his apartment. Youâd assumed he was another vigilante, something akin to you and your Matthew, and heâd never denied it. But heâd seen how you moved, the way you consistently fought the urge to give into your instincts. What was it that kept you so in line? You werenât religious, you broke the law, youâd cursed men and broken bones with ease and yetâŚthrough and through he found you there: at Mattâs side, taking the high road, the âright wayâ, playing the hero.
âI think you like that you have to try a little harder,â Dex was smiling out of the side of his mouth as he spoke. âWith me.â
He huffed a dry laugh before he was licking his teeth, eyes narrowing as he dropped even closer to you, one hand planted firmly beside your head for balance, the other keeping the blade in your mouth as he lowered himself so that his chest was against yours, thighs encasing your own.
Your eyes widened, gaze wild as you frantically sought his, looking for an explanation.
âI think,â Dexâs voice had dropped, dangerously low as he looked you over, blonde lashes fluttering ever so slightly. âYou like this.â His hips shifted as if to accentuate his point and he heard the way your breath caught when his semi hard cock pressed against your crotch. The thick material of your jumpsuits made it difficult to feel all too much, but there was no denying Dexâs arousal or the way his hips settled so nicely between yours thighs.
âCome on, Y/N,â Dex whispered, winking. âYouâre never this quiet.â
If he didnât know you, heâd have said you were scared. Pupils were so wide your eyes were nearly black, breath escaping you in short bursts, hands flexing like you couldnât decide on how to hurt him to ensure your escape.
And survival.
But Dex did know you, and you were rarely scared.
So when Dex let his free gently brush your hair from your face and your eyes lit with rage, he wanted to laugh. Yeah, heâd always hoped youâd end up in this type of situation but heâd never actually allowed himself to want for it. You were on opposing sides of the existential war. A hero and the villain? Fucking? Your morals were too in tact.
But his werenât.
Dex tuts quietly under his breath as he gently takes the knife from your mouth, frowning at you when you move to speak.
âFor once, just stay quiet-â The handle is tapped against your lips. âFor me.â
Your face twists in disgust, but Dex is no fool. Heâs spent enough time with you to know youâre intrigued.
He shifts his weight onto his right forearm, the one still planted by your head, as he begins to let the sharpened tip of his blade run down the front of your body. Itâs slow, almost cruel, as he lets the metal drag down the front of your throat. It catches for a brief moment on the collar of your jumpsuit before its descent down your body continues. His eyes are almost half lidded as he watches it slowly trail over the swell of your chest, over the curve of your breasts and down to your rib cage. He pauses for a moment when he sees your breath catch, the blade hovering just above your belly button.
âNervous?â He almost grins as he says it, and he nearly laughs when he sees the way your mouth presses into a hard line. Always so frustrated with him.
Dexâs eyes flick back down to your navel, watching the way his knife smooths over the kevlar of your suit. Itâs not long before itâs ghosting over your pubic bone. Dex stops, letting his eyes drag up your body before heâs meeting your burning gaze.
Thereâs a beat of silence, the sound of the city kicking up around you on the abandoned rooftop, before Dex is tap tap tapping the flat of his blade against your pussy.
You wince, nearly growling in frustration? Disgust? Anger? Possibly all three? He isnât sure. Dex is quick, the blade leaving his hand for a second or so as he tosses it, now gently gripping the blade in his gloved palm. His eyes are focused oh so carefully on you, taking in every breath, every bead of sweat on your brow, the way your teeth are glinting as you struggle to even out your breath.
He grins.
You stiffen when Dex presses the dull handle of the blade against your core. Itâs soft, butâŚdemanding, as he gently prods where your clit would be.
âShit-â It escapes you in a hiss and you nearly curse yourself, thighs tensing and eyes snapping shut as Dex begins to gently move the handle in circles against you.
âYou fucking-â You start, eyes flying open but you startle when you meet Dexâs gaze. His eyes are half lidded, pupils blown so wide the hazel frame surrounding them is nearly lost, teeth barely showing in his lopsided grin.
âStay still,â His voice is almost gravelly when he speaks. Soft, low, slow. Your claws extend, instincts maybe, but you actually fucking listen to him for once. Your breathing has picked up, and Dex watches you while your tongue glides out over your lower lip, teeth pink with smeared blood, but youâre still. He can feel the barely there movements in your hips as your muscles tense.
He knows you.
Knows you like this.
Knows you in a way no one ever has.
Because, just like him: youâre an animal.
And how often are you subdued? How often are you bested at your own game? Controlled, pinned, beaten?
The answer is never.
Except for now.
And Dex knows, knows deep within his bones, that youâve craved this.
Maybe thatâs why you liked Matt so much.
Maybe Matt could tame you. But could he match your wild frenzy the way that Dex could?
Never.
Dex sucks in a breath, the corner of his lip tugging into a smirk as he gently runs the handle of his blade up and down the seam of your suit, right where your pretty little cunt is, and sees the way your throat bobs as you swallow. He can see the way your nose keeps scrunching ever so slightly, the way your brows dip for the briefest of moments before youâre forcing your face back to one that indicates this hasnât affected you. No, it couldnât, right? Not Dex, not the handsome vigilante youâd been helping, not with the way his sweat and cologne were invading your senses, or the way his hair was hanging over his brow as he remained poised over you, or the way his pupils had grown so large the black nearly swallowed the hazel rings entirely.
No, not Dex.
Dex was smiling, a shit eating grin now as he watched your lashes flutter. It was only a moment, a barely there reaction, before you were steeling yourself again but Dex caught it.
âAw,â It was a whispered coo, his eyes narrowing. âThat feel good, princess?â
Before you could respond, your eyes snapping open, teeth bared, Dex had flipped the blade in his hand again. This time, the tip of steel was pressing gently against your upper thigh. Panic flashed in your eyes as Dexâs grin turned into something predatory and your ears pricked at the sound of your suit being torn. The tip of the blade was caught in a tear that must have happened earlier during your battle with Dex. You snapped your gaze downwards, watching in horror, and fascination, as Dex continued to drag the blade down the length of your inner thigh. It was quick, a simple tug of his wrist, but that left you exponentially more exposed. You felt the cityâs air rush along your skin, the 6â tear leaving your inner thigh painfully exposed.
âDex-â You barked, moving to reach for his hand but he only tutted in response, the tip of the blade now pressing into the soft flesh of your thigh. Anger flared through you, but you gritted your teeth despite it.
âNow now Y/N,â his tone was condescending as he continued to smile down at you. âStay still and behave for me. We wouldnât want you to accidentally hurt yourself, would we?â
When you swallowed it was audible, and Dex nodded at the sound of it, as if he was pleased with your cooperation. âThatâs it.â
Dex was slow, methodical in his movements as he gently pushed the fabric away from your skin. The knife was carefully pinned between his thumb and palm as he let his hand ghost along the edge of the tear on your suit. He let his gaze slide along the length of your pretty neck and down your torso as his gloved fingers finally slid along the flesh of your upper thigh. Goose bumps had rippled across your skin, and he smiled lazily to himself when he felt you tense beneath him.
He finally let his gaze flick back up to yours, hazel eyes locked on your e/c ones when his hand finally slid under the fabric of your suit, fingers pressing flat against your hip. The blade was pinned between your skin and his fingers and you shifted as the cool metal pressed against your warm skin. His thumb was tucked in the crook between your thigh and cunt, the rough material of his suit pulling a shiver from you as he began to trace slow, slow, slow circles.
âNow,â Dexâs voice was just above a whisper. âYou tell me; if I touch you, is my glove going to come back clean?â
His words surprise even him, and you, as he says them. He canât remember the last time heâd been this bold, but thereâs something about the way youâre pinned beneath him, and the way he canât tell if itâs lust or rage clouding your eyes.
The possibility of it being both has his dick pulsing in his pants.
Your only response is the grinding sound of your teeth as you clench your jaw.
Dex grins again.
His hand shifts lower, palm still flat against your skin, fingers splayed, the blade pinned between your warm skin and his gloved hand, as his thumb glides under your suit and-
You hiss, eyes snapping shut when the rough pad of it drags upward, pressing through your folds and presses firmly against your flit. Your hips jerk upwards, head pressing back into the concrete as you involuntarily react.
Dex canât tear his eyes away from your trembling form. Youâre so desperate to control your reaction, to not even react at all, but he canât help but watch you. Heâs barely even touched you, has barely torn your suit to get to your pretty cunt, and heâs only got his thumb pressed oh so sweetly against your clit, and already heâs watching you bare your teeth at him.
Oh he canât wait to watch you cum for him.
âNow now,â Itâs a drawl, and he stills his hand, letting you catch your breath. God, you look so angry.
He loves it.
âLetâs see if my gloveâs clean,â Heâs still smiling as he speaks to you. âBecause you shouldnât want this, right?â He tips his head forward ever so slightly, tongue flicking out and dragging along his teeth. âBecause Iâm the bad guy, right?â
He presses his thumb against your clit once more when youâre silent. âRight? Answer me.â
You speak through gritted teeth, âRight.â
He nods, once, like heâs pleased with your response before heâs slowly, agonizingly slowly, pulling his hand free from your suit. The blade comes with him and you watch, in horror and embarrassment, as he raises his hand to examine it.
Despite the dark city sky, and the way heâs holding it so damn close to your faces, you see it; the wet sheen coating his thumb. In fact, the way itâs completely soaked the fabric.
Dex watches the way your face contorts.
Youâve been caught and you both know it.
His grin turns wolfish.
âSeems you enjoy me after all,â He taunts, peeling his eyes away from his hand so he can meet your own.
You open your mouth as if to deny it, to deny him, but Dex is moving before you can.
RIIIIIP!!
You gasp as the greying blond hooks his blade in your suit and tears along the fabric, completely exposing your cunt to the night air.
âPoindexter!â You snarl, but itâs cut off when he suddenly shifts, the hand that was once placed firmly beside your head now hooking into your hair. Heâs still braced on his elbow, but the grip on your hair is painful as he forces your head to the side. He pushes himself higher onto his knees, forcing your thighs apart before heâs settling beneath them again. Your hands fly up to grip his shoulders, claws extended and pressing into his flesh when suddenly-
Dex watches you gasp at the contact, eyes snapping open to meet his.
Heâs pushed two gloved fingers into you, his palm snug against your cunt, the pad of his thumb pressing into your clit.
His eyes flick across your face, feeling somewhat drunk as he takes in your reaction. Your mouth falls open, brows drawing together, a soft gasp escaping you as realization dawns on you. It feels good, he knows it fucking feels good because youâve been soaked since he started teasing you, and he can feel your cunt fluttering around his fingers as you try to adjust to him.
And he knows you fucking like it.
Dex knows you; your pride would never allow you to willingly give in to him. The rights and wrongs of heroes and villains and blah blah blah. But if he took it? If he pushed you over the edge? What then? You couldnât feel guilty.
And heâd been watching you hope heâd push you over the edge since heâd met you. You couldnât allow yourself to want, no no no-you were too busy. Too busy for a man, for sex, for anything with feelings. What if they got caught in the crossfire? What if they were used as bait? Heroes and their martyrdom. Didnât you guys ever get tired of your own bullshit?
âThatâs it,â Itâs a whisper, a soft coo, as Dex feels your thighs flex around him, like you were trying to draw them together despite his knees keeping you spread open. Heâd cut along the seam of your suit and left you completely exposed, and fuck he should have taken his god damn glove off so he could actually feel you, but your nails were digging into his shoulders despite his suit and he couldnât afford to waste any more time. âTake it, just like that.â
Heâs slow to move at first, watching the way your face contorts as he slowly draws his fingers out of you, before gently pushing them back in. His thumb stays pressed against your clit, ensuring heâs gently grinding his palm against you when he pushes his fingers back into you. Youâre fucking soaking already, he can feel it through the material of his gloves, and he lets out a shakey breath because of it.
âD-Dex,â Your eyes flutter shut and the corner of Dexâs lip lifts at how broken your voice sounds. Yeah, he fuckinâ knew it. Knew you wanted him. Knew you were his.
âYeah, thatâs it,â He murmurs, letting his face drop closer to yours. His skin ripples with goosebumps as the tip of his nose ghosts along yours. Heâd never been this close to you before. He could smell your sweat, your perfume, even your blood. His blood too, he realized, as he continued to finger you. âJust like that.â
Your face was contorting in pleasure, and Dex just about creamed his pants when you finally, finally, let a soft moan slip past your lips. Your hands were still on his shoulders, claws extended, and he grit his teeth as they continued to bite into his skin. He didnât care though, didnât care the way theyâd likely scar his skin, especially since they were sinking into him because of he was making you feel good.
âDex,â This time it was a sigh and he felt you lift your hips, meeting his gentle movements as he continued to work you open. He could feel your breath ghosting along his lips, his brow furrowed in concentration as he focused on your expression. Your eyes were screwed shut, brow scrunched, cheeks flushed-he had to make sure you felt good, that this was good, that this was perfect-
It had to be perfect.
He had to be perfect.
For you.
Dexâs grip in your hair tightened just a fraction, gently forcing your head back, exposing your throat. He watched your face contort in pleasure, mouth falling open once more, canines peeking past your lips.
Fuck.
His dick was straining against his pants, hips lifted above yours and aching for friction as he continued to touch you. He was still pumping his two middle fingers into you at a slower pace, gently curling them upwards and letting them drag along your walls as he pulled them out again, the fabric of his gloves proving to be an aid in your pleasure.
He needed to feel you. Fuck, he had to feel your fuckinâ cum on his hands, now.
Dex pulled himself from you for a moment, cursing himself when you mewled at the loss of contact, eyes flying open in confusion.
âW-wait,â You started, seemingly pulled from your reverie as Dex reached up to bite the fingers of his cum soaked gloves. He tore it from his hand with his teeth, letting it drop onto your chest before he was reaching back down between your thighs.
Still, it was like the trance had been broken.
âWait, Dex-â Your voice was firmer this time, coherent, as your hands lifted from his shoulders. He was almost sad when your claws pulled away from the tender muscle. âThis isnât-â
Youâd reached between the two of you to wrap your hands around his wrist, as if to stop him from touching you, but Dexâs bare hand was now smoothing up your thigh, his fingers gently smoothing along the seam of your pussy.
He heard the way your breath caught, felt the way your thighs tensed, and he hummed as he looked down at you. You looked fucked out and heâd barely even started.
âIsnât what?â There was an edge to his voice as he spoke. He paused, pointer finger tapping lightly against your sensitive skin.
You were silent, eyes searching his, as if you were desperate to come up with anything. He saw your expression harden, saw the way your jaw set, recognized the defiant and fucking stubborn expression you always wore started to come back into play. Oh fuck no, not now, not when he finally had you. Not when he finally had you making real noises, unlike all those other guys.
He leaned forward until his nose was against yours, eyes half lidded as he stared down at you.
âTell me this isnât right,â He murmured, and you nearly shivered when his hair fell against your forehead as he spoke. âTell me you donât want this.â
Defiance and anger rose within you like untamed beasts, but you couldnât help the way the terrible, awful ache in your gut and the wet, desperation in your cunt seemed to overrule everything within you.
Dex smirked. âThatâs what I thought.â
He was pushing two, thick fingers back into you then, pride and hunger surging within him as he felt you gasp beneath him. The difference in texture as his bare fingers pumped in and out of you was euphoric, even more so for him. He could actually, finally, fucking feel your pussy and how wet you were as he continued to touch you, feel how tight and warm you were, and how your cum was soaking his palm.
Dexâs hand tightened in your hair as he forced your head back, exposing your neck to him as he pushed himself deeper. He kept the heel of his palm pressed snugly against your aching cunt, grinding it into you as he curled his fingers inside you. Your reaction was instant, a loud cry escaping you as your hands flew to his arms for grip. Dex hissed when your claws sank into his biceps, canines dragging along your throat as he began to work you towards your first orgasm.
âLook at you,â He sounded wrecked atop you. âPretending you donât want me. That you donât need me.â
You were a mess beneath him now, thighs trembling, hips stuttering at his relentless pace continued, the onslaught of pleasure proving to be too much because no man had ever been able to touch you so well and so accurately. Soft, broken cries continued to escape you, pitiful whimpers, and fuck, his name sounded so good-
âSay it,â Dexâs face was suddenly above yours, his fingers curling, pushing, pulling. âTell me you need me.â
Your brows drew together in confusion, cheeks flushed as you met his gaze. He looked borderline delirious, like a caged animal.
His thumb was suddenly pushing mean circles against your clit, grip tightening to a painful degree in your hair.
âSay it!â He snarled, and you felt hot, wet tears pool in your eyes at the overwhelming sensation.
âI-I need you!â It was broken, pathetic as you cried out. You were shaking, your impending orgasm creeping up within you in a way youâd never experienced before.
âSay my name when you say it,â Dex snapped and you cried out, tears spilling over your cheeks.
âFuck, I need you, Dex! Dex, I need you, I need you, I need you-â You were delirious beneath him, crying out when you suddenly came all over his fingers. A long, low wail was pulled from you as Dex continued to work you through your orgasm, his pace brutal despite the way you were shaking beneath him.
Dex continued to pump his fingers into your fluttering cunt, only slowing when he realized you couldnât handle it anymore. You were flushed, cheeks tear stained, and shaking beneath him. Dex couldnât tear his eyes from your face, watching every shift and movement as you slowly came to. He still had two fingers tucked neatly into your soaking wet cunt, gently pulling his other hand free from your hair so he could run a thumb along your cheekbone.
You were slow to open your eyes, blinking softly up at him, warm despite the city air on the rooftop. Dex was staring down at you, pupils so wide it was startling, jaw working as he looked you over.
âWhat-whatâre you-â Your voice was broken, exhausted as he slowly pulled his fingers free from you. You winced at the loss of contact, still feeling bleary and somewhat delirious as he gently dragged the soaking digits across your cheek bone. When he lifted his fingers up towards his face to inspect them in the dim light, they were pink with the mix of blood and cum. Dex regarded them for a moment before he was pressing them against his tongue. His eyes fell shut and he moaned softly, tongue swirling slowly, sinfully, around his thick fingers.
You swallowed loudly at the motion, pussy clenching softly despite having cum only moments before.
When Dex finally looked down at you again, it was predatory and dark.
âI told you we needed each other.â












