#smartgril

Okay, so.... I'm going to take this website from this day forward and make it myown blog. I don't care if anyone actually reads it. BUT I NEED TO VENT. So, whatever. 

Anyway.... So, for starters, I like this boy. He is so amazing, yet he isn't. I'm really thinking about leaving him because I think I'm too much trouble for him and he doesn't insist on me not leaving him anyway, so, What's the point? I don't even think he likes me anymore. When I confronted him about it, he said I didn't trust him enough and that if there was no trust between us there was no point in us being together. I wanted to give it one more try at the very least so I insisted. I cried. And after a while I actually realized that I was totally fine and okay with it.. When he got back to me and FINALLY replied, I was happy, but not as much as I should have been. I know it's not his job to make me fall in love with him and whatnot, but is it that hard to make an effort?

Okay, so let's say he is actually trying and I'm just over reacting and stuff. I talked to his best friend and she was just like "can't talk now", but of course, she is online on facebook because there is not other place you'd rather be when you're busy. Right. So, now I'm mad at him and unwilling to reply. You know why he didn't reply?!? Becuase I'm smart! Yeah, I'm a nerd, sort of. I have three out of five AP classes which is all you can get at my school and I have straight As in the other classes. I'm in 10th grade and since I did my PSATs several colleges have asked me to attend even if I haven't graduated. All my friends were happy. His answer was "okay". Great boyfriend material.