so tonight i was feeling p confident and i texted this guy that i've had a crush on for a while, like every now and then we go back and forth with hey how are you's and such, but tonight idek what got a-holed of me, i'm just like so fucking tired of being lonely and shit and i was like 'hey this is probably completely off the wall seeing as how we haven't seen each other in forever, but do u wanna hang out?' and like wow, that took a lot for me, i don't like asking ppl to hang out 'cause i think imma bug them and shit. and he was like 'unfortunately i have a long day ahead of me tomorrow, and that's even before work...but i'm glad u asked.' and like wow. i took a step. i mean, yeah, sure. i didn't get to hang out with him. but now it's in his head and maybe one day he'll be like 'omg remember that one time u asked me to hang out. well....wanna?'
so like moral of the story, take chances, even if they're as small as that. bc i basically told him well if you're ever free or lonely, hit me up' and he told me definitely for sure.