#slee2013

To be honest, 2013 feels like one big blur ball of memory and I don't know what to feel. It's like 2013 had so many things happening that I can't keep track of it or something. I don't think I've lived 2013 to its fullest potential. There were many many many lazy moments. I think that's why it feels like this year passed by fast. This will be one of my 2014 resolutions, to live life to its fullest. To be as productive as I can everyday. To go on adventures;planned or spontaneous, to try new things, to study hard, to control my tv watching habits and tumblring and face booking... , to notice everything around me and be less blind (metaphorically because I'll be forever blind fohreals lolololol). Yes. I mean 2013 I've found myself being extremely envious of people who've been super successful and have made many friends and memories. And I want to be like that and I will work hard to achieve that. 

Ok here are my new years resolutions:

1. Live life to the fullest- appreciate everything and everyone around me more

2. study harder; study hard-play hard

3. make new friends. BRANCH OUT! and keep in touch with the old friends.

4. eat healthy

6. exercise more. gym at LEAST once a week 

7. Get out of my shell more, work on my speech public speaking skills!

8. Keep a journal or at least write down all my best moments and memories :)

My mom and I had a good long talk about dressing nicely as women. I've been dressing janky and my mom told me that I should dress more lady like and nicely so I guess I'm updating my wardwrobe.

I've completed part of my shoe section. 7 new boots $20 each hollahhh.  Now I might need 1 more pair of sneakers and a pair of flats.  ( I don't have a lot of shoes in general. I only have 2 flats ( one that scrapes my heels badly) and 1 exercising shoe and 2 boots( both warn)? :p) 

so here is a list of things I should buy more to be less -janky .. maybe more hipsturrrish

a pair of toms maybe :3 if it goes on sale

-some beanies! and scarves :))

- some colored tights

- knee highs

- simple pieces ( plain little black dress, plain white tee, plain slirt)

- more tights

woooo i have enough dresses and jackets :3

i shall change my look to be less janky 

and..

Today a really nice guy working at the food court at school offered to help me throw my trash away and jenny's too. We were talking and long done eating. At first I was like " oh , it's okay I got this" But he insisted so I let him. When we were going to leave, I realized I didn't have my retainers. I put my retainers in a napkin and the guy threw it away with my trash x___x

I freaked out so much because my retainers are thuper expensive. Willy pointed out the trash can and I was scared it wasn't the right trashcan. But anyways, I dug through the trashcan, picking plates and bowls out and touching weird crumpled napkins and wet napkins and nasty utensils, I dug about half way and then I found my bowl ( i know because i threw away my recipt an folded it nicely in it) BUT MY RETAINERS WERENT IN THE BOWL and i was like fml fml fml. I started grabbing random napkins around to feel for my retainers AND I FOUND IT. THANK GOODNESS. but oh gosh that was the nastiest thing I've done. Nastiest trash can I've dug through. oh goodness.

at the dining hall. " IS THAT CHA SHEW"  ( that was the dumbest thing ever because why would an american school serve that)

In first grade, I had a few best friends, one including a girl named Maggie Zheng. After first grade, she suddenly dissapeared and my friends and I were confused. We kind of forgot about her after the years gone by

flash forward to COLLEGE YEAR OF FALL 2013.  I met this cool girl called Maggie and we chilled together after class a few times and we clicked instantly (or to me it did) like if we've known each other for a long time. For the longest time in the back of my head, I felt like I knew her before. So this weekend I went back to look at my 1st grade pictures and yep there was a Maggie Zheng and this cool friend I made was called Maggie Zheng. In my head I was just thinking, no way, what are the chances that I meet my old elementary school friend after like 11/12 years like holy crap. I took a chance anyway and today while we were walking out of class I was like " Really weird question, where did you go to school in 1st grade?" She looked at me weirdly and was like "Fremont... why..." then I looked at her and I was like "wait..." and she was like " no way...." and we spazzed. 

I FUCKING FOUND MY BEST FRIEND FROM FIRST GRADE AFTER 12 FUCKING YEARS. LIKE HOLY CRAP OMG. MIND MY LANGUAGE BUT I AM FUHHHHREEEAAAAKKKKIIINNNGG OUT

oh dear lord. I think this is what true friends are. This is like finding my long lost sister or something. I clicked with her right away and we became friends right off the bat. Like who knew we were friends way back when we were little omg.

So for the past 2 days (including today) someone has been shitting on the toilet seat in the guys bathroom. At first, people were like um...this must be some huge mess of diahhrea. But that's not the case! They have purposely selected to shit on the toilet seat; shitting everywere but the place your poo poo is suppose to go to. Now my entire hall has flyers stuck up saying please poop in the toilet and not on the toilet. And my R.A. is puuuuurrrrty mad. His white board outside says POOP IN TOILET PLZ . So you think the person would be like oh crap (lol) I should stop shitting on the toilet seat. BUT NO. HE FUCKING SHITS ON A PIECE OF CARDBOARD AND PLACES IT IN THE SHOWER.  (we're going to have a hall meeting about it probably..)