Today was a really, really, really nice day, (despite me not staying sober but that's beside the point). I had a really nice time with Slater, Eric, Kendall, and Buddy ol' Pal. Met a chill as fuck, down as fuck chick, which is hard to find around town, so that's fucking badass. Went to Brandon's, got kinda drunk, but a feel good drunk for once LOL. Had a million and a half heart-to-hearts with Slater, and quite a few with B-Dog as well, but not because of the alcohol. That's for fuckin sure. I fancy telling people my "deeper than skin" feelings/thoughts, because, up until recently, it's been so hard to do. It always feels so much better when you let people know how much they mean to you. Even if the feelings aren't reciprocated, at least YOU feel better 'cause they know where you stand. But that wasn't the case today. Feelings were definitely reciprocated, as creepy as that sounds haha.

I feel like we're all growing up and realizing a lot of shit that can only better us as people. We're all in a good mindset, or at least as far as Slater, Eric, and I go.. I can only hope we're all on the same kind of page. Eric concluded that he will probably want to go to culinary school later in life, which is  crazy awesome because I want to be a baker. (Well, it's on my list of career choices that I would enjoy doing for "the rest of my life" kinda thing). And it turns out that Slater also was thinking about going down that path. So, hey, this might be fate taking it's course!

Gotta go to sleep. Promised Slater I would wake her up in the morning :) And she gave me a cigarette, cause she's the bomb.com, that I haven't smoked yet. So, I've got a morning cigarette either way! Tomorrow should be a good day. It feels like forever since I've seen the boys and Slater. Even though I saw all of them for a little bit, except for Anthony, tonight. Oh Eric got a new gun, so that just means more scars for Slater and I soon. Asshole -____- Hahahahahha. Wait, I actually think it shoots BBs, so that means no friendly fire. SAAAWEEEEET! okay, okay, bedtime.