Family dinners are so hard when you look like a faggy boy. At first they dont even know who tf you are. Then they look at you weird cause it is apparent that you are a fag. Then things complicate when you are addressed with your girl name. They ask if you are a boy or a girl. When it is revealed that you are on fact not a faggy boy, they are even more confused. Whole family looked at me like they were trying to figure out my anatomy, most weirded out by my leg hair. They compared me to my sister and how shes so fashionable and how i apparently just dont care about my style and thats why i look like that.
Im not used to (that) old fashioned way of environment so this was deeply unsettling to me. The way they think is outstanding. Weirdest thing for me is how they dont really say things outright, they do and say things with underlying judgment it pierces your soul.
Also they all stood up for a prayer before we ate, i thought people only did that in movies wtf. Thats creepy af
