Jp: No I’m not I’m a mess 

Js: My Mess then, your my responsibility now

Jp: Jas.. that sounds troublesome

Js: Perfect to me 

I might have met her online but this girl right here is why I believe love in the world thought she night not believe half the shit I say, I do know she is someone I would be with for a life time this girl Jerika Emrerald Rose Penny is mine and with her comes a really special six year old Mikayla (Evany) Penny

Jp: Sure one day we will get there

Js: Yep and I’ll consider purposely getting you pregnant

Jp: How many do you want?

Js: 12 kids max 6 boys and 6 girls

Jp: Fuck that!

Js: Fine as many as you give me I’ll love 

I had planned to ask Jem to consider having a baby to speed up ending this relationships status but part of me didn’t want to make it about having a baby to end this distance, I can’t bare the thought of this women my women being left with the possibility of being pregnant she’s already got Mikayla, Soon my love it shall end soon 

Js: I know, I know but you like Pervy Jay

Jp: Uh huh sure babe, now let me go you goof

Js: Alright, go get changed 

Jp: I am :P

Can you blame me and my perviness it had been two years since I saw Jem and I didn’t want to let her go any chance I got alone with her I am probably the worst boyfriend but I make it up when I get to be with her not on Skype, Kik or IMVU us being together means more to me then my job but Jem will never let me give up my job well not right now.

Js: Alright one song only

Jp: Babe?

Js: Yes?

Jp: Never mind

I knew what she was going to ask, I knew it by the look on her face, I too asked myself that one question, I knew it had been our third year together and I too wanted to go on and do it and we had to think of Mikayla and her ex family even though Jem hated them I had no business with them.

Js: Yeah, Max is a day walker though

Jp: Your from NYC..

Js: That place never sleeps we cant tell day from night anymore being in the force

E: Don’t you have sunlight?

Js: We do, but my job doesn’t allow me to see it that much 

E: QUIT!

Jp: I’m sorry Jas

Js: Man why did I not think of that Mikayla xD 

First meal with the both of them I think went pretty well Mikayla started to open up but I am worried why did I only get one chance and what did that one chance mean, I hope I dont screw things up, Jem on the other hand is really amazing she really is too good to be with me, I feel blessed to have stolen her and made her my forever

Jp: let’s go upstairs and see her once she’s cooled down Js: Good idea shee probably will hate a strange man in her room  Jp: Ha ha yeah..

My GF has a child with her abusive ex, he did some awful things to her, in results she fell pregnant at the age of 13, peak of teenage years I wanted to meet this little girl my loving gf has dedicated her teenage years to raising even with such hardships as soon as I saw that little girl slamming the car door I knew she was like her mother something precious to my life here on out, I just hope this little girl trusts me 

E: Mommy you said you wouldn’t tell him

Jp: I have to tell him , he’s my partner you tell Reddax stuff, Well Jason here is the person I tell everything too

Js: Who is Reddax?

E: My boyfriend!

Js: Your mom is my girlfriend

I don’t think at 22 I could be a parent, I’m so immature compared to the two women before me, my girlfriend might only be 19 but she sure as hell is the best mother out there providing for her child and making sure her happiness overpowers her own, But who is the Reddax kid? I’m curious of who Mikayla is friends with now

Js: Not an issue bby, don’t worry I’ll go wait outside

Jp: No.. you don’t have to :(

Js: Love really it’s best 

I met my gf’s daughter for the first time today and wasn’t she something I don’t ever plan to take her dads spot but he doesn’t deserve that role either the abusive fuck, On the other side I could see more of Jem in that little girl then I thought, I think I knew at this moment this is it for me these two girls were my entire future.