#skypersonal

I mean, it used to happen, it happens and it will most likely happen again. Don’t get me wrong, it’s just that we lose precious souls almost every day. It’s just that sometimes you don’t even realize that something bad is about to happen, though in most cases death is so sudden, you can’t even grasp the situation.

I see all those pictures, all tose articles and I still can’t believe it. I can’t call myself a big or die hard Shawol now, but there were times when SHINee was a big part of my life. And even though now I lean more toward other groups, today when I learnt about such loss my heart literally sank deep into my feet. I fist told myfself it can’t be true, no... I didn’t follow SHINee that much, so I honestly don’t know well what he was going through, what was the situation like... but then again, at some point he was the only one who knew best what he was going through.

It breaks my heart and I can only imagine how other members, colleagues and most of all his family is feeling. It’s sad to see people go, but it’s even sadder when they go through the dark period of fighting with their inner demons and the only choice they see is death. But we can’t really help it. I just hope that people become more kind and more considerate of one another and each other’s feelings.

I hope he is happy now. He really did well and he was an inspiration, he was an idol, he was someone we looked up to and we really loved. He was one of a kind and I’m sure he will never be forgotten. I just still can’t believe he is gone.

I am sorry if we disappointed you, Jonghyun. I’m sorry if we couldn’t prove you that you were doing great, that you were very talented. I’m sorry if we couldn’t show you how much we loved you and how important you were to us. How much you meant to us, fans.

My deepest condolences go to his family and everyone who was of close circle. 

ME!!!!!!!