I just cannot believe we were robbed of an entire season of instagram stories because nobody bothered to archive them

sometimes I wish I didn't have this need to perform all the time. like today I woke up at 5 to get ready for orchestra practice at 7, and we have to do that every day this week because we're trying to get ready for our concert at barton hills. but I also have choir every night now because we're preparing for our stage ensemble concert. and I have a solo so I have to stay extremely late until 8 just working by myself. and then I decided to walk home because recently I read a study that told us that walking kind of stimulates your mind, you know? so I walk home and then I do my homework and eat dinner at the same time. but I give myself a break at like 11, and from 11 to 11:30 I watch frozen. and I know no one cares about frozen, but it's just kinda nice cause I relate to elsa So much. like that movie needs a trigger warning because it's just so relatable for me sometimes. I just want to run away from my abilities too. like if I could quit choir and orchestra I would do so well in school. but like quitting extra circulars is asking the god to make you a loser. but then my mom always on my case and she says, like, "poonam, you can't do all this stuff because you're gonna lead a miserable life" but I can't help the way that I am. it's just who I am. studies actually show though that it's much healthier to be like you and not care about school or other accomplishments.

they need to give megan a gun

hamilton mention😒

and you know what maybe im grasping for straws but megan's reaction to shay having a crush on her is far beyond "wow i didnt expect that! how crazy" like she looks like somebody just told her that aliens are real but very hostile then one walked up to her and started talking. no need for all that.....