#skamfics

I’m trying to focus a bit more on my writing so.... here’s a post about my works in progress. It’s sort of a sad list, because I have abandoned a lot of ideas and given them up. And still, I am happy that I have these ideas, loose ends, bits and bobs, because I know they can be good to find. 

First of all, I have Soul-utions to myth-conceptions that I’m writing in a collab with @evakuality. We are just about to post chapter 12 and we are writing on chapter 16. Five more chapters left, and I’m really excited about beginning to wrapping things up! I mean, it’s not like I want to leave our Matteo and David, but I just really want them to get their happy ending. 

My fairytale/ folktale Evak story. I started on this thing in December 2019, but quickly found out that it didn’t quite work. It will need to change a lot. We’ll see how that goes. I still like the main idea, but I might simplify it. This story was originally also mixed with this tarot card idea, and I am thinking about splitting up these ideas. One fairy tale story. One tarot story. We’ll see how it goes. 

Here’s an attempt at making edits that I can paint later. As you can see, I’m trying out different styles etc.:

skam month ► week three - onsdag: AU

stay a minute by @hotchocolatenthusiast

“But god, sometimes it’d be so good to forget, so that he doesn’t always have to force those memories into boxes and behind locked doors because at some point, they both decided that this is better course of action for them. Isak wants to go back in time and shake them, scream, you fucking idiot, this is going to eat you alive, but then he remembers the way Even sounds when he laughs at the stupid things Isak says and he can’t bring himself to regret it.” 

@champagneleftie tagged me to post the first line of a current wip and then tag 5 people to do the same. My wips are all a mess of typos and random words I want to remember for later, but I'll see what I can do ;) Also, in swedish, because all my fics are.

The next chapter of Peace Train (can't link because I'm at work and ao3 is blocked here, lame) opens like this:

De kommer ibland, de här dagarna. Han vet ju det. Dagar då det bara tar stopp, när det känns som ett oöverstigligt hinder, bara att ta en dusch.

Han har slut på skedar.

Hi! 💛Thank you so much for asking me a fanfic end of the year ask! <3

3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year

It’s so hard to pick faves, but I think I’ll choose this one (because someone else pointed to it once): 

“God, he has wanted this so much. Still wants it. The warm sensation drives him wild, and he can’t help smiling into the kisses. It’s a little like an out of body experience, except he also feels more present in his body than ever before. It’s like he’s drowning and finally breathing freely at the same time.”

— Thousand spires and thousand bridges by hjertetssunnegalskap (Crazyheart)

19. any new fics to start next year

Ah, thank you for the prompt! <3 31 is Taking desperate to a New Level, and that’s just so right for Even Behc Næsheim! Again, I didn’t quite manage to keep it very short. It has too much silliness, basically. But it’s short-ish (and for you, Arin, it’s pretty short, lol)!

Hugs from me :)

Chapters: 1/1Fandom: SKAM (Norway)Rating: ExplicitWarnings: No Archive Warnings ApplyRelationships: Even Bech Næsheim/Isak ValtersenCharacters: Even Bech Næsheim, Isak Valtersen, Elias Bakkoush, Sana Bakkoush, Yousef Acar, Jonas Noah VasquezAdditional Tags: taking desperate to a new level, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Bad Pick-Up Lines, a lot of bad pick-up lines, Smut, Kisses, Falling In Love

“I can’t believe that you managed to lose your phone,” Even huffs as they go back to the empty bar. The joint looks weird without all the guests and with the lights on. Even’s head is spinning after all the alcohol and all the music and all the other impressions that have bombarded him all evening.

“Says who?” Elias grins. “You lose stuff all the time.”

He seems surprisingly little worried about his loss, and it’s not even because he’s tipsy. Elias doesn’t drink. Even is a tipsy enough for both of them, probably.

The bar desk is empty when they approach it and they’re busy bumping each other and laughing when a gorgeous guy turns up behind the desk and surprises the hell out of Even. He yelps.

“We’re closing. What are you doing here?” the guy demands.

Even stares. He knows that gorgeous face. The guy’s older than Even remembers, yeah, but there’s no way he’d forget Isak Valtersen. Isak was at Nissen when Even repeated his year there, and had been the beginning of Even’s adolescent adventures in pansexuality. At least in his dreams.

“What do you want?” Isak says, looking tired, although there’s a hint of recognition in his face as he watches them.

Even grins. “Meeting the love of my life.”

Of course, with concrit I mean stuff like “I’ve noticed you use this word a lot”, or  “I would love it if you added some descriptions”... or “you could work on your shading in this picture” or stuff like that. Not “Isak is bottom, you asshole!”, or “you art is pornography”. That means that I prefer something helpful, specific and something that can be actioned. 

I am happy if people contact me if they have issues with how I do things, too. Yesterday I got an ask about my smutty art, telling me to not spread “pornographic” images of the actors on different sites. It was an ask in Norwegian, so I answered it in Norwegian, but I would love to just say some things in English as well. Because this affects you who follow me and the stuff I make.

First of all, I paint the characters from Skam, and not the actors. The sensitive things I paint are always consensual and happening between adults. I see that this for some still can seem not right, and I respect that. And some do really not want to see adult content. That’s why I always tag things well on Ao3. Now I also have added warnings in the “chapters” to only scroll down with caution. Also, I have made my Insta account private. 

Hi! I’m so sorry I have left this ask for so long in my inbox. I was going to just think a little to come up with a very cool answer and then, in the end, I forgot. And I didn’t really have a cool answer. Stuff like this happens with me sometimes, and I’m really sorry. But. To be honest, I can only say that I have written one thing driven by a song, and it was the first fic I wrote, “Don’t leave me (alone)”. The “O Helga Natt” scene and Nils Bech’s song was what made me write the Church scene that sort of started the story. 

When I was younger, and I wrote shitty poems, I was inspired by music all the time. I loved a music genre that people today probably haven’t heard much about - grunge. Alice in Chains, for instance. PJ Harvey. Oh, and I was a huge fan of Red Hot Chili Peppers too (before they lost their spark). I’ve always liked a lot of different music, but whenever I hear some of this, I feel alive. 

Now that I start to recall all that music and music festivals I have been to, I recall that my fic “Trollbundet/ Spellbound” also was inspired by music. Not a specific song, but an enchanting genre that mixes rock and Norwegian folk music.

I guess that’s all I have, right now. Thank you so much for asking, and I’m so sorry that I waited so long to answer! <3

I felt like making an overview over the things I am writing on or working with. Maybe it’s interesting for you too? Here they are, anyway.

All things life has to offer. A Vilde/ Eva oneshot in Vilde’s POV. Future fic, where Vilde works as a psychologist. She stresses a lot. She meets Eva and Eva tells her some truths. Stuff happens. Mostly just attraction and emotional porn, but some character stuff, too. Probably some badly hidden self insertion. 😏 It needs quite a bit of editing.

Everything is love (Dragon Peak). Isak’s POV. Isak joins the magic school Nissen. It’s a modern story with dragons. ❤️ The plans are to write 12 chapters and an epilogue. Well, I have written most of it, but I still have a few chapters to finish and it will need a lot of editing. This thing has quite a bit of wordlbuilding so it requires that all the facts work together, too. I really love this story and I have put it in the back of my drawer for too long. Time to make it happen.

If his bed could talk/ Hvis senga hans kunne snakke. A short strange thing, showing Isak’s story reflecded in his sorrounding. It’s basically lots of weird puns and too many repetitions. Idk if I will ever post it, to be honest. But it was really really fun to do. Still needs quite a bit of tough love. And if I ever post it, I might rewrite it in Norwegian. Well, to be honest I have already started. I think I need my mother tongue to make it work.