Society has told us that sibling bonds are one of the closest relationships you'll ever have. You're sibling are your other half, your best friend, the person who knows the most about you. I wish I knew what that was like. I'm the baby, the little annoying one who would follow my sister around as if I was her copy cat. But at what point in your life does the age difference become just a number? I'll let you know when I figure it out. At what point is it acceptable to give up? Will anyone understand my decision? Will I regret my decision? Will she even realize that I gave up? "You can't help those who won't help themselves." Everywhere I look, every TV show I watch, every book I read, siblings have the best relationship. I can honestly say I was jealous of that at one time, but now all I was is to pretend I'm an only child, because that's the only feeling I've know for the past two years.