#siri coded

the whore i am for outside pov fics and yet i continuously have to scrounge for it

so unfortunately tiktok has roped me into the buddie thing again and like. i literally can’t with buck sleeping with you know who in eddies house. im appalled on eddies behalf.

so. i have a thing for like....an otp being with others in like, the same fic/media forms. and there's something about it that squicks me out - and sometimes its okay as a plot device if its like, super minor and honestly there's got to normally be a guilt and angst up in there...but when i tell you i physically cringe at the tommy/buck stuff. and like, no shade if that's your preference, i just cant do it and that's true for every fandom, every pairing i like - if i was talking about literally any of them itd be the same but its just been like, under a microscope with my hyperfixation dive back into 911

……i have unintentionally curated a playlist that is so buck….and dare i say, buddie/buck-pining-in-believed-to-be-unrequited-love and….it slaps if i’m honest

in other words if spotify wrapped doesn’t get released soon i’m either going to crash out or I’ll be switching to apple music

me, about to have a d1 crashout: i think a piercing would fix me though. maybe two

okay so if you go on a date with someone - it ends well, a kiss and a do you want to do this again at the end and two thank you i enjoyed going out texts but there’s been radio silence the rest of the day, what’s the sitch fam