Im less than half of what I used to be, im not warm as I was anymore abd it feels like it went no where when I spoke of it. Im getting nervous, im breaking down, and this is where it starts. I can't say that or else itll turn into me wanting things to end, and wanting it to be that. But im not enough to be taken seriously so I'll just sit and be content with what I have. Maybe have the gull to speak about it some other time, or even better. Forget















