#sinners reflection

Im less than half of what I used to be, im not warm as I was anymore abd it feels like it went no where when I spoke of it. Im getting nervous, im breaking down, and this is where it starts. I can't say that or else itll turn into me wanting things to end, and wanting it to be that. But im not enough to be taken seriously so I'll just sit and be content with what I have. Maybe have the gull to speak about it some other time, or even better. Forget

What's the point of talking if no one listens to you. What's the point of explaining and trying to express the emotions you are feeling just to be told no no no its not that its never that. You are just talking bad about yourself. What's the point of speaking at all. Im tired. No one cares to listen its deny, deny deny. Im done talking, im not wasting my breath.