#singleonpurpose

I am dancing free "You are single!? It's my lucky day!" Single on purpose.

So I've dated some really CRAPPY quality guys. I mean sure the sex was great,but at the end of the day I want romance,and that feeling. That connection. I've never really had that. And when I thought it was gonna be "him",I was a naive 21 year old. Fast forward and basically the man I thought I was in love with had a thing with my best friend and the time. And they lied about it. All the time. Ugh. And the guys I've been on dates with since then? Sure they've piqued my interest,but I want HIM. "The one" I want someone who is my best friend,who knows me better than myself,that is a romantic,maybe is British(I've always,ALWAYS had a thing for them. More so than the typical American "those accents are so sexy" thing),that has the same fetishes as I do 👀 But I've noticed that I've STILL sorta attracted the douche type. And so after sort of talking to someone recently,and with it not ending too well,I've decided to delete/cancel all my online dating profiles,and really hunker down and find myself. Or at least find my own place in the world. Maybe it's still at Starbucks. I don't know. But for now I'm focusing on my friends,family,maybe a career to do with books,singing whenever I get a chance to(one of my passions),and mildly(okay highly) obsessing over gorgeous British men who don't know I exist. ...and with that,I venture off to bed. And if any of you actually read this,hi! And also sorry. 👀😳💗😱😻