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There is just something about Christmas time that can make you feel so alone. I don't really buy into the lovey dovey stuff about Christmas, I'm pretty sure I don't need a significant other to blow copious amounts of money on to feel complete. (If I see one more of those "Every Kiss Begins With Kay" commercials...) You can have very fulfilling relationships that make you happy, not needing a romantic one. If that weren't true then I'd be reeeaaal bummed- going on 4 years of being single in every possible meaning, shape, and/or form of the word. But, for some reason I can't quite figure out, the last 2 Christmas seasons have felt...weighty, in a lonely kind of way. Maybe it's because I'm almost 26 and my eggs are begging to be fertilized, but who really knows. Maybe it's a combination of that and being home where I tend to feel out of sorts in general. Home and unfertilized eggs...yea that's enough to make anyone a little crazy. Especially if that anyone is a hormonal woman that can't figure out how she got to be the age that she is.
But I digress.Â
Singleness. How long can one be single before it gets too hard? I guess with God's grace it will never be too hard, but a difficult test nonetheless. Most of the time I never think about not having "that" person. In fact, I make it a point to focus on the pros- one being I have the rest of my life to be married. Just a few days ago I found a school project from way back when where I had to plan my wedding, complete with a budget and the whole shebang. The first thing I noticed was my hideous taste, and secondly that my wedding was set for 2015. Did I know how to add back then? That's 28! I always was bad at math. I also recall saying many times that I wanted to be at least 25 before I was married. I guess God was listening. Bleh.Â
Every once in awhile I see or hear about something that takes me back to that time when I was completely head over heels for another human being. To the time when I would gladly put myself second because in that I could find happiness. I feel a sharp pang in my heart and a tear comes to my eye, but I brush it away and choose to focus on the things in my life that make it beautiful. I focus on how much happier I am now even though I don't have that kind of love in my life. Happier because I'm chasing the desires of my soul. Happier because I know the Creator I'm chasing (probably) has someone in mind for me and he'll surprise me with him in perfect timing. If He doesn't...well bring on the alcoholism! Just kidding. Grace abounds!