#singlegingernerd

WTF so many truths and people to tag D: I can’t manage this!

I was tagged by saviodragon  ( Sometimes I love, sometimes I want to strangle you with your own intestines. Guess which one I want to do now? Yeah, the second one)

What was your:

1. Last beverage: mineral water

2. Last phone call: ugh... call center? Yeah, it was that.

3. Last text: erm... wait, it was my mom or my friend? I guess mom...

4. Last song: Help Me Close My Eyes by Those Dancing Days

5. Last time you cried: yesterday

Have you ever:

6. Dated someone twice: hmm... I think I could say yes.

7. Been cheated on: I don't think so.

8. Kissed anyone and regretted it: I've never kissed...

9. Lost someone special: a lot of them... A lot.

10. Been depressed: I'm still depressed... It's not going to leave me

11. Been drunk and threw up: drunk - yes. Threw up - nope

List your three favourite colours:

12. black

13. silver

14. green

In the last year have you:

15. Made a new friend: two I think...

16. Fallen out of love: yep

18. Met someone who changed you: yes

19. Found out who your true friends are: I found out a long time ago... 

20. Found out someone was talking about you: yep

21. Kissed anyone on your FB list: khem... nope

22. How many people do you know on your FB list: I don't know, sometimes I don't even remember my own family, and people of my FB list? Good joke.

Randoms:

23. Do you have any pets: two dogs

24. Do you want to change your name: It's good, I think. Suits me.

25. What did you do for your last birthday party: sitting alone in home with book that I've read like 20 times by then...

26. What time did you wake up this morning: 6:30 or something close. Thanks to my dog who wanted to cuddle

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: looking out of window and wondering why it's so draughty and why cold wind is going on my back.

28. Something you can’t wait for: to get a job and be a little more useful

29. Last time you saw your mother: last second? I live with her D:

30. One thing you wish you could change about your life: there's a lot of things I wish to change

31. What are you listening to right now: stupid ads in tv

32. Have you ever talked to a Tom: to who?

33. What’s getting on your nerves right now: my mom asking me to get her yarn that I don't where it is...

34. Most viewed webpage: tumblr and pbf forum, virus. It's polish one.

35. Nickname: Um, Lucifer, most of the time my friends call me Lu

36. Relationship status: complicated

37. Zodiac sign: leo

40. College: high school for adults... still got two years.

41. Hair colour: depends on light. If there's a lot of sun I have even blond highlights on brown. Normally they're just brown.

42. Long or short: long

43. Height: 177 cm

44. Do you have a crush on someone: I think I have

45. What do you like about yourself: my patience

46. Tattoos: no, but god, how I want one

47. Right or left handed: both

48. First piercings: no, but maybe one day

49. First best friend: Olivierkowaty, it's the name of her tumblr. And then Faust. Both are so sweet :3

50. First sport you joined: um, what? You mean the thing where you exercise, play something and things like that? erm... Does laying on sofa counts as a sport or...?

51. First vacation: Baltic Sea, and Szklarska Poreba, polish mountains :D

52. First pair of trainers: um... what?

53. Eating: nothing at the moment

54. Drinking: water

55. About to: going to sleep

57. Listening to: some stupid polish movie

58. Waiting for: a miracle or something. I can adopt even demons, just give me someone who would do things I want. My soul is up for taking. I don't want it.

Your future:

59. Want kids: nope

60. Get married: maybe

61. Career: see 58

Which is better:

62. Lips or eyes: both are good.

63. Hugs or kisses: due to lack of both: both

64. Shorter or taller: don't care

65. Older or younger: don’t care (as long as it's legal, of course)

66. Romantic or spontaneous: don’t ask me this kind of stuff I really don’t know

67. Nice stomach or arms: both are good and hot, want both

68. Loud or sensitive: I'm the sensitive type, so...

69. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship, pretty please

70. Trouble maker or hesitant: a bit from this and that

71. Kissed a stranger: I wouldn't kiss someone I know because I will be too embarassed, and a stranger? NOPE

72. Drank hard liquor: Vodka, whiskey, other things...

73. Lost glasses/contacts: Oh, it was a journey. From the moment I was 9 I got 13 pair of glasses. Most of them got lost or damaged.

74. Had sex on a first date: Never. I have standards, you know?

75. Broken someone’s heart: I don't know, let's hope I didn't

76. Been arrested: nah, but I've been in police car, best drive ever :D

77. Turned someone down: yep

78. Cried when someone died: a lot of times

79. Fallen for a friend: yes, worst thing ever to do

Do you believe in:

80. Yourself: Do I need to be honest? Damn... No, I don't

81. Miracles: yep, 'cause if there aren't miracles then I'm fucked

82. Love at first sight: kinda

83. Heaven: not in the shape that people see it

84. Santa Clause: never belived in him (always found each and every present hidden by parents in home)

85. Kisses on first dates: no

I swear, one day I'm going to find you, kick your sorry ass and bury it. And then maybe hug you if you can unbury yourself.

I like that I always try to be polite and kind

My huge amounts of patience

My curious side

That I love unconditionally, just like dogs

And that I'm still having patience to do things like this one