#sincerelydre

pray

Me : of course. I would just have to ask myself does their opinion really really truly matter? Am I benefiting from them? Are they impacting my life some how? we don’t live for those people. Figuring out who we are is the one thing no one else can do for us.

I’m getting really tired of people belittling me cause I’m quiet, I think different & I have no fancy degree on me. That I’m open with my comprehension problem, that my whole life I’ve been treated like a straight idiot. It’s okay, I can feel this huge success coming my way. It’s as easy as moving out, that’s my goal.

I hate when selfish people bitch and whine about others that are exactly as selfish as they are. Why do people forget to look at themselves in the mirror. Why people forget to be human. Be considerate. I honestly feel like I was raised by wolves. I’m not saying I’m not selfish, I most definitely am cause we have to be to keep ourselves sane. The type of selfish I’m talking about is when someone has always been but when the moment they can’t you want to hold a certain grudge against them, the moment you don’t get what you want you automatically dismissed everything and anything about them. I’m seriously tired of clingy people, I’m tired of selfish humans, I’m tired of people not respecting me. I’m tired of people not being understand and realize that no mater what the fuck I say, they will never understand. It’s all good though, karma has always have my back and I’ll let that shit be. I literally can careless for any friendships anymore, I’m at a point to just focus on chilling with cousins & wait for my man to get out. He’s going to be my best friend, my man, my person I can always count on. (Hopefully, cause lawd knows I’m putting so much trust and faith) but regardless we know wether it’s family,friends,partner they can always up fucking you over but I really do like to believe that the smaller I keep my circle the less of a chance to deal with disappointment.