DREXCI

ive notice the last feew post have been either me trying to lift up my own self confidence or me bashing you.

understand this is my place to rant. i dont intentionally come here to just talk about you do wrong.

im here ranting BECAUSE i love you. Im trying to avoid any more agruments. im trying to work on myself mentally emotionally and physically independently while being with you.

i love you more than you can imagine. i look at you and i just melt. i notice the little shit you do and yeah at times i might not appreciate it at first casue i wouldve been just fine if you did what we agreed on doing. Penguin just know thank you for everything. Thank for the little things you do. Thank you for accepting mason and taking him as your own. Thank you for always keeping my car clean, for waking me up with kisses.

you dont have to like it but is it impossible to show some type of interest like she showed you with the shoes ?!? even when the style aint cute idk something.

but you’re right tho ... i just rather stop asking.

n never ever dont you ever fucking show me someone elses style or suggest certain style cause ima take that as you showing interest of that speific style that someONE ELSE LIKES. meaning youll like me better in that n u like how SHE dresses. im not someone to compare to or change.

😔 even in the most loveable relationship this is why its so so so so important for you to be your own cheerleader at all times. Never ever sit there excepting people to shower you in “you look so good” cause when you dont it stings for no reason.