#sin.txt

Originally, as a full human woman, meek and conflict avoidant, we only rarely get to see her eyes. We most get to see them when she is spending time with Marcille, such as the ever iconic “I want you and my brother to live on” or her staring at Marcille in the bath. While Falin is not fully clumsy, she tends to move with the gait of someone whose body is not fully obeying her mind. She pushes with her whole body, falling towards enemies when she attacks, she is often in a state of partial teeter.

As a Chimera, her will is not fully her own. Her body is awkward and disjointed. When she scrambles up the wall to escape the party, her upper half looks to be reaching out for stones to help pull herself up, even as her human arcs lack the animal strength of her monster half. But Falin, as a Chimera, has her eyes open. She barely rarely needs to squint. We can infer she can now see the world brightly, clearly, more intensely than she ever could before. While her body is awkward, it is graceful, precise, controlled.

We don’t know what Falin is thinking and feeling at this moment, but seeing the world vivid and feeling in touch with her entire body, even as that body is “monstrous,” is an inherently relatable experience as a transfeminine person who has similarly been through that uncanny transitory period where dysphoria has lifted to such a degree that I can now be aware of my discomfort, where previously it was so intense as to dissociate me fully from my flesh.

And I invite those who have read the manga to extrapolate that brief and terrible euphoria into Falin’s state at the end of her arc, into the more stable joy of being in a body that delights her, a body both human and monster, a body with a soft animal that loves. Many of my sisters still do not yet know that soft animal.

Yeah ofc

Um I don’t know which ships you want me to do but since I’m ceo of shinsai I’ll do that one and since I mentioned momoguji recently I’ll do that one too but lmk if you meant a different one :))

I hope this is what you meant as ship chart

Can you tell I’m too lazy to write out words it’s 3 am LMAO so I didn’t go into much detail about gender and sexuality sorry if you want to know more I’ll make a separate post if you like :))

Korekiyo doesn’t drive he can but he doesn’t 1. Cos environment and 2 the more important reason is he can’t trust the other drivers on the road it stresses him out

Shinsai is more like korekiyo treats shuichi like an angel and pampers him

Momoguji is more like korekiyo likes to watch kaito reactions as he terrorises his life - and kaito is like fuck that guy is low-key creepy and then they make out somehow

University setting for both relationships since I cannot see them in canon kiyo isn’t okay mentally he needs healing

And I like the think shinsai and momoguji as 2 diff timelines the good and the bad LMAO

Like if one thing didn’t happen it would affect which relationship goes into play idk if what I’m saying makes sense it’s 3 AM MAN WORDS WORDS WORDS

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ALTERS:

Nora (she/her): evil sadistic femme top, loves being worshiped

Crona (she/it): masochistic sub bottom, free and public use babyyyy

Vane (he/her): bisexual puppy therian

Sin (he/him): stone top gentleman butch, will be predator or sub top

Qubed (it/she): dead girl bottom, biggest daddy kink in the universe

Hunter (he/him): bad wolf. Sub top who can melt dominants.

Arlecchino (he/him): Gentle worshipful service top butch and predatory dad.

Furina (she/her): Playful and regal power bottom and caretaker.

Netty (she/her): Sweet and seductive tomboy catgirl.

Lily (she/her): Extremely shy goth girl sub into being topbroken.

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