May 22
I feel like chopping off my entire hair and giving myself a new personality like right now
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I feel like chopping off my entire hair and giving myself a new personality like right now
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im like genuinely done with some of my friends.
hii asmi!!
when you get this, list 5 of your favourite songs, publish. send this ask to 10 of your favourite mutuals π
petition to get to know my mooties better, bubye <3
Hey heyy!! Ty for ur ask <3 (don't get much bc im not that active on tumblr) but here it goes (its not going to be in order):
1) About You by The 1975 (one of my all time favs)
2) Something Like This by Coldplay and The Chainsmokers (one of my all time favs)
3) Exile by Taylor Swift (one of my all time favs)
4) Let Me Love You by DJ Snake and Justin Bieber (one of my all time favs)
5) Just Like Heaven by The Cure
6) You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift (one of my all time favs)
7) Friends by Chase Atlantic
8) Family Line by Conan Gray
9) Constellations by Jade Le Mac
10) Lovers by Anna of the North
Byeee!!
I feel so unsure of everything. Like, i cannot decide what i want to do with my life and its high time i did. Its like everyone around me has everything figured out which freaks me out even more and it makes me feel like something's wrong with me.
I mean, one day I feel confident about my decision and feel like im doing the right thing. But then there are days...like today. Where I feel so lost and I have no clue as to what im doing. I have big dreams which require difficult paths. But what if im not good enough? What if I fail? What if I don't like what I do? What if I get stuck in this and then cannot get out?
Why can't I figure out what im feeling? Doing? Thinking? Sometimes it just gets so overwhelming that I start to panic in the most random places.
Like, people tell me to find something i really love to do. The answer is: either nothing or everything. I sometimes think i can do everything which makes me so confused, or, i can do nothing, which makes me so confused.
Sure, i really love music and writing, but those careers cannot give me good money, and I don't want to stay in debt. People say that, "Oh, money should not matter because you are doing everything you love!!" Are you going to provide for me? No, right? So keep your traps shut. Im fine with those things being a hobby.
I guess I was in a horrible mood so this is just a rant. I usually write in my journal, but I just wanted to write here. No one is gonna see this anyway which ig is a good thing. But if anyone does see, and anyone relates, do comment.
genuinely so exhausted today
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YOU'RE A SPARK IN THE DARK AND MY CLOTHES ARE CAUGHT AFLAME YOU SHOULD FEEL, HOW I FEEL, WHEN SOMEBODY SAYS YOUR NAME. IM A CAR SPEEDING DOWN THE BOULEVARD WITHOUT A BRAKE AND I WANT YOU MORE THAN ANY STUPID SONG COULD EVER SAY. IM A HEART MADE OF WAX AND IM MELTING IM THE SUN, I'M A THREAD, ON YOUR SHIRT THAT IS COMING UNDONE, I FEEL RIGHT I FEEL WRONG I FEEL TOTALLY INSANE AND I WANT YOU MORE THAN ANY STUPID SONG COULD EVER SAY πππΈπ΅
GOT A HAIRCUT AFTER AGESSS
It was (a) 10 hours. The academic pressure. It got me.