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Idk if someone already drew it (i am sorry if it was) but I have to draw it, it made me laugh for 10 minutes xd

Good-luck 🍀

twilit-tragedy replied to your post

I'm sure you'll do great :D

simplyfx  replied to your post

Try to relax and everything's gonna be alright c: Ganbatte

sandrock replied to your post 

You're going to do just fine! Good luck!

nickelpenn replied to your post

good luck!

obsessivemarrish replied to your post

you're gonna do great :)

mayabeille replied to your post

Courage. Je suis sûre que tu vas réussir!! :)

reallyreallylazy replied to your post

I wish you all the luck!!!! You're a very capable person, so I know you will manage to do it!!!!!

fadingmoon replied to your post

Good luck! Just try to relax and focus on the music in your head and things will turn out fine ^^

Omg thank you everyone so much for all your encouragements really ;/////; it means so much to me///////// I feel very touched, thank you;;  I still have 3 hours to wait, I hate waiting, it makes me always more nervous ahah so I was loosing my calm, it’s so hard to relax////

I'm glad you found a job you like :) I'm sure things are just turning out for the best :)

Hope you're OK :( I was actually wondering why ain't seen you in my dash for so long. Take care of yourself please. I respect your decision, you can always come back here when you feel like it. It happened to me too for a reason or another I was inactive for 4 months then I came back so I totally understand your point of view. Get well soon :)

It’s getting better. Definitely. I also got a job yesterday and I’m starting soon, so that’s also a plus. So I think that maybe things are finally on the right track.

Cheer up :( you mean you don't live with your mom and you're just visiting her?

Thanks, I’m trying but it’s really hard. Especially that I have one of my raging headaches since morning (painkillers don’t help for it, I actually need to talk about it with a specialist but that’s for another time, after I get rid of a different health problem, which is gonna take some time since the surgery got delayed but I’m starting to digress).

Anyway, my living situation is very tricky. In theory, I do not live with my parents and am independent. In practice - the line is blurry. Though well, yeah, it all boils down to the fact that I’m living alone in another city and trying to be independent (which was going well while I had my job but ever since I’ve lost it, it got kinda, well, yeah, I’m grateful that they’re willing to help and all, though).

At the moment I’m in my hometown, in my family home, to save on the bills while I’m unemployed and waiting for the surgery.

The problem is - I never had a good relationship with my mother. She’s capable of pissing me off during five minutes long conversation over the phone, totally ruining my whole afternoon. So imagine what’s happening when I’m actually at the same house as her.

The worst thing is that she thinks that everything is fine, that I’m overreacting and shit. Well, yeah, maybe sometimes I do but I’m always on the defensive and I see literally everything as an attack on me. And, ever since I’ve lost my job, I’m, once again, constantly on the edge. So it’s worsening the situation ever more. Also - she’s so extremely petty and passive-aggressive that it’s simply unreal. Sometimes it gets to such a point that it seems unbelievable even while it’s happening, when I first-hand experience her behaviour.