#simplesolitude

Let me backtrack here...before So Eun's 'Happy Ending' press conference and the 'Sad Love' tweets...we have 3 episodes of M&L filled with awkward-first-impressions that eventually turned into skinships-galore...

Prior to the airing of their final M&L episode, Junho tweeted about wanting to have a girlfriend, however according to him, looking at his schedule, he knows that it'll be impossible...then fellow 2PM member Taecyeon, went on with the teasing...

After the final episode aired...official photos of unaired scenes were released, 'Sad Love' was slowly climbing up the charts and the 'special mv' was shown...all the while, junho and soeun were already busy with their own scheds...(and us here were too busy spazzzing!..)

then the 'Happy Ending' press conference happened...

According to some translations, So Eun said her ideal type is Nickhun of 2PM, some claims that she said her favorite idol is 2PM's Nickhun? (I dunno if that makes any bit of a difference...I guess it depends on how you interpret it...)

Was I surprised to read this?! HECK YEAH!...I was dumbfounded, in fact I tried to avoid addressing that topic here on this blog...I mean can you blame me, that after watching 3 episodes of these two exchanging lingering looks, feeding each other, holding hands, and all that cheesy-but-they-still-made-me-spazz-and-delusional-stuff, i would think that a question involving the words ideal type and favorite idol, So Eun would definitely say 2PM's JUNHO without batting an eyelash! 

I mean watching M&L i noticed that So Eun was more of the... i dunno, vocal one? making the first move...initiating skinships, what she wrote in the sand, giving him a phone case with her face in it for him to look at...that's why it came such a surprise to me that she would mention Nickhun...

After I let it sink in, I realized it could be two things: 1) The logical me says: It really is just that, accept it, move on, no junsso-couple...M&L is all-scripted BS period.

BUT...

the fangirl and delusional in me whispered: 2) So Eun is throwing people off! Why you may ask? to stop the rumors of course! and don't you find it odd that she picked somebody from 2PM as well? (I mean yeah it could be legit that she really likes Khun, coz you know naming her cat Khunnie, or whatever...) or maybe just the fact that Khun is a safe choice? 

then..I read somewhere that a few crazy fangirls were bashing So Eun for what she said...poor girl...

Then the funny CF BTS/Interview of 2PM teasing Junho about how he changed after working on M&L...(Junho's shy/embarassed face while being teased..did you guys notice that? I did!) (then I remembered the trivia one fan shared on this blog...how he let soeun cracked an egg on his head when in fact he hates being flicked on the head, and how so eun's bright personality is affecting junho in a good way...)

A few days later...Junho tweeted "Sad Love" or "Love is sad to me..."

...now did we hear any teasing from any of the 2PM members?...not this time, at least not that i've read or heard of...

...then..So Eun posted a pic with the same message...coincidence? probably so...in fact it might be completely unrelated to junho's tweet...

So, now, how does my delusional mind interpreting all these: brace yourselves people...Fanfic authors make a note, I feel like I should definitely go in hiding after saying this:

the VERY DELUSIONAL PART of my brain is processing this as, So Eun and Junho were probably developing some feelings for each other already even before the final M&L episode aired...when Junho tweeted about wanting a girlfriend but know that it can't happen, he's talking about so eun of course and how they know they can't go to the next step..so eun knows about it too and so instead of mentioning junho in the press conference she went with nickhun (fellow member, safe choice, she knows junho will understand...), when they both tweeted almost identical messages, it was maybe their way of communicating with each other and to everybody else that even though they want to purse it further....they know they just can't...at least not yet...sighhhh....

and now back to reality...(*Kris runs away and hide in the corner......*)