#silvershiver

It’s really pathetic to say but it’s so strange being told and seeing I’m cared about by people outside of my immediate family. I’m feeling a lot of love lately and it kinda scares me because I don’t want to get used to it because I never know if it’ll last. I don’t want to be negative or sound paranoid but I don’t know what to do with this full-heart feeling.

Skyping with my best friends and already feeling better. We might need to make this a regular thing.

Amber is currently in the works to set me up with a boy. This boy sounds awesome and he thinks sex is overrated, so the chances of me dating him are slightly higher than 0. This is what best friends are for.

Wayyyyy too much yummy pizza with Amber. XP

Having the people you call your best friends refer to you as their best friend.

I've been weirdly tired lately so I just took a 4-hour nap and slept through the notifications for 5 texts and a phone call. I'm sort of impressed with myself but mostly just kind of confused. That was weird.

Amber is on Ok Cupid being asked about any single friends she has so she asked me (probably jokingly) if I’m interested and I’m sort of annoyed because no one’s asked me out in real life and I don’t even know any of these people. it makes no sense, I know, but I’m still annoyed. Can I go back to middle school and not be a total weirdo poser *and then* not be so damn naive in high school so I’d have some social skills so I could have dated someone by now? I sort of feel like I’ve missed the boat and usually that doesn’t bother me because I don’t mind being single but today it really really is.