#sillyreagent

after coming back, i forgot how much i adore my character and how i yearn to give them more personality and traits!

decided to redraw their beginning look (compared to this drawing here) — their story includes she/her pronouns to describe my character but they do go by they/them later on.

i wanted to showcase that after they found their footing and tried to continue with the dangerous game of these trials — that they would want to start over as a new person, an entirely new being in this new horrid world.

hopefully i was able to put on more of a nonbinary feel to their ‘beginnning’ and ‘new’ look.

i love them so much and i cannot wait to try and explore more of their story.

‘that’s food for another good few days.’

quick doodle of my reagent

started to draw them first and decided to draw my friends avatars as well!! the gang!!! (plus our one friend—he wears a mask and i’m not gonna draw allat)

i see my character as an oc — for them, it’s just avatars.

gosh, i’m so happy i got into the game more and more! this really helped me bring me out of my art block and start with a fresh face :^]

im deciding on their appearance

truthfully, i love the plain look they have since they’re a new reagents so they’re getting used to the ropes

i’m debating on adding scars/skin damage on their arms but —we— mostly get attacked at the first torso and back looking at you grunts… put those claws away…

personality, i’m not sure what to do for them. i do want to make them nonverbal as we don’t really get the chat in the game — we’re always listening. so i can’t imagine them speaking —i know we have some vocal indicators with pinging but i rarely count that—

which is insane considering when i was gifted the game, i was scared out of my mind and kept hiding from the group and the attackers not too long ago…

but i’ve been begging to play lately and decided to admire my character more! i lob them and i kiss their cheek <3

i’m debating on making them a full out oc —make a story for them and such— but i have like no idea what outlast is about as a whole so i’ve been watching some gameplay and lore videos about them :^]

let’s just say they gained a new fan <3

a short (and super messy) short of my reagent oc and her newly founded home.

‘You’re special. You’re loved. You’re worth our effort.’

Stepping off the shuttle, her trembling hands quickly rose to her eyes, blocking the brightening lights of the facility’s. The aroma of strong medicine went through her nostrils and straight to her brain, slowly forming a headache at the back of her head. It was hard to stomach what had happened. The blood, those humans… that roamed around the area, the stench of the rotting corpses, it was slowly dawning on her what she had gone through in order to be standing here.

The churring in her lower stomach grew and saliva started to run down her throat uncontrollably. “Hey, you outta go see your room now.” A woman’s voice had caught her attention, they seemed to be another reagent but clearly more experienced. Her gear and clothes seemed more advanced and decorative than her own. “You have time to explore the facility, but I recommend laying down for a bit.” The woman seemed to linger for a moment, roaming over her facial features before departing to the hallway. From the corner of her eye, she noticed a white woman with blonde hair peering over her book before focusing back to her reading.

Embarrassment filled her heart and soul. She exhaled deeply and forcefully walked forward, trying her best to shift her focus to anything before she truly would throw up. The fogged like windows allowed her to peer in other reagent’s rooms, seeing the different styles and coloring of their room. The cold floor brought her back to Earth. She enjoyed the cool feeling against the cracked floor as she dragged her bare feet across the hallway. Though, with every step she cringed slightly as she was scared to step on anymore broken glass and blood. It was a nice change. Her eyes stayed at her feet before hearing noises—she quickly turned to the side and found herself standing in the middle of an enlarged doorway. There were a few other reagents scattered around, talking to one another and playing what seemed to be chess and a simple game of arm wrestling on two available tables.

A step forward, she wanted to continue to explore but the voice of the friendly reagent ringed in her mind. It was probably best to listen to her words. The woman turned slightly and walked up the stairs, keeping her head down and her arms clung to her side. Once she saw her name displayed above her room, she slowly opened the door in fear to see an enemy. But after a second, the door handle departed from the palm of her hand and she stood up tall. The room was cold and muted. It seemed like someone once lived in this room as she noticed scraps of tape on the walls.

She was a quiet woman; it was obvious how she rarely spoke. But she was truly quiet right about now. There were no forming thoughts on her usual chaotic mind. She could feel the churring of her lower stomach settle down. Her hands roamed to her chest, clenching the fabric above her warming heart.

A room. A bed.

She quietly closed the door behind her, a smile forming ever so quickly on her tired face. It was an unwelcoming room to the naked eye. There was no doubt about that but this was home. This place kept a roof over her head. No longer did she need to sleep in the rainy streets. Struggling to keep her space from being taken by another lonely soul. She had her own space. The woman sighed softly, her body trembled slightly as she couldn’t believe it. The haunting of what happened a few hours ago no longer mattered to her.

Without a minute to waste, she crawled onto the bed and peered up at the ceiling. The mattress creaked slightly under her body weight. Her hands clasped together and gently placed themselves on her chest. The radio was faint though a familiar voice fell upon her ears. Softly speaking to her as she succumbed to an unconscious state of mind.

decided to add a small design change and include that she did have longer hair in the beginning before deciding to cut it all off

hello! decided to make blog fully focused on outlast (trials specifically… i’m still new to the fandom :^])

- will be posting all things related of course of course! i hope we can be friends n shit 😼

- currently making a new oc! i only have the basics so you’ll see rambling and perhaps stories of them from me soon!

- my writing is fart and my knowledge of lore is limited so don’t judge too harshly plz

all things related to my reagent oc will be under the #sillyreagent tag!

my asks box are available!! you can message normally to me—or!!!! talk with my character!! you can add a bed emoji (🛌) to indicate that you’re talking to them— :]