#silassedgewick

★ - Soilleag recently ate dirt. She didn’t find it totally disagreeable. Thanks for this life hack, Gemolo!

★ - Soilleag’s fave alcoholic beverage is a Tequila Sunrise. She got really drunk once in Lion’s Arch and discovered the next day it’s more like Tequatl Sunrise the morning after.

Azalea– Take Care of Yourself for MeBird of Paradise– JoyfulnessDaisy– Innocence, PurityLilly-Of-The-Valley– Sweetness, Return to Happiness, You’ve Made My Life Complete 

@silassedgewick GAH I’m so sorry. I only recently figured out that tumblr sends ask notifications to all your other activity instead of the red ping like it used to. So please accept my very overdue answers.

3. It depends on the group dynamics. Moss loveloveloves attention, so he will attempt to draw it to him whenever he can, but he’s also quite passive, so if the conversation steers to something he doesn’t know about/has no interest in, he tends to wallflower.

15. Moss is…very, very mean to himself. He worries that he’s an awful, fake person who is only pretending to be nice and good so that people will like him. He takes his mistakes too much to heart and it fuels his fears, so he’s either constantly overanalyzing every little thing he does or he does something thoughtlessly and berates himself when he gets called out. His journals will show just how all-or-nothing he can be about his own mistakes. He judges his own character far too harshly. 

All that said, he’s also imaginative and creative. He loves stories of flight and fancy and heroics, classic good vs. evil stuff. Magic excites him. Romance too. When he’s in a good place, he’s always experimenting with magic and dreaming of a better place for sylvari. Those dreams are what drives him to be better than he believes he is.

24. The thing about Moss is that he has never been truly comfortable with himself, aside from the first weeks of his life. He has a very negative view of his “true self”, but the truth is that he doesn’t really know his true self.Ever since he was conscious of others, he has tried to mold himself to public perception. He attempts to be whatever someone needs him to be at the time or whatever will further his ambitions of goodness, leadership, and perfection. 

6:Most physical pain you’ve had to endure?

“Getting skewered–though I admit it landed just as much a blow to my pride. I was in the hospital for a time, and off active duty while I recovered. … Then Penny beat the shit out of me with some oranges.”

The Judge hitched a brow, lips pressed in a thin line. 

Yes, oranges.

10:Someone who makes you happy effortlessly?

Silas coughed, shifting aside in her seat a touch. No punches pulled, were there?

“I… Yeah, there was. I didn’t think I’d have something like that again. Funny how a void can be filled like that, isn’t it? It’s not the same, exactly. … But yeah.”

20:You like to avoid… (finish sentence)

16:Ever been friends with someone you never knew the name of?

“… I’m not really one to attract anonymous friends or admirers. I reckon it’s a Judge thing? And hell, if I take a liking to someone myself, I do try and introduce myself one way or the other. It’d bother me, otherwise.”

Silas’ brows drew together in a faint pinch, apparently still mulling the former part of her reply. 

17:Thoughts on death.

She cringed faintly, causing the length of her nose to crinkle just so. 

What a loaded question. 

“I’ve tiptoed that a bit, I’ll admit… had to get my head knocked back on straight by more than one person. But… hmn.”

“There was a time I’d tear up whatever is next inside out to drag a few souls back that were gleaned too soon, but now I try to look at it in a different light. We’re made of stars, afterall. Maybe in a way we return to that, somehow.”

18:Thoughts on life.