Summary: Sigyn of Asgard is the Goddess of Victory and wife to Loki. Or so humans have mistakenly believed for a thousand years. In truth, she is a peasant living in the shadow of Asgard's palace with power she's yet to understand. After inadvertently gaining the affection of the God of Mischief over the course of a few decades, it's not long before she is forced to choose between her loyalty to Asgard and her love for Odin's traitorous son. Her journey in doing so will take her to Midgard, where her reputation as a hero won't save her from a prophecy that spells death for herself and half the universe. Events span from before the first Thor movie to past Endgame & the Loki series.
On their way home from the funeral, having decided after some debate to stay in her house for their last night in Asgard, Sigyn drags a heavy feeling of anguish along with her. For most of her life, sheâd known that she would one day have to send her mother off to the next world. After learning of her prophecy, sheâd been foolish enough to believe sheâd gained respite from such an experience, but fate has dealt her yet more misfortune.
Eventually, she catches sight of Quimbyâs house beside her own, and a recollection of the conversation sheâd had with him earlier comes to her mind.
Quimby had led her into his bedroom, closing the door behind her after sheâd stepped over its threshold. Sheâd given him an expectant look. âIâm assuming the news is bad?â
His face scrunching up, he had admitted, âIt is not the greatest.â Unbothered, sheâd gestured for him to get on with it. âThe king already has all the soldiers he can spare out looking for you, and I took notice of them searching your house when I came in.â
Sheâd nodded, not surprised in the least. âWhat of the Lieutenant Arvid?â It had been her own lieutenant who Loki had chosen to impersonate, and sheâd certainly wished no ill will upon him. He neednât have been punished for her treason.
Quimby had laid her worries to rest. âNo one suspects him. Everyone seems to have gathered that it was the Prince Loki in disguise helping you at the hospital.â Pleased, sheâd nodded again. Quimby had continued, âTo that end, people are reluctant to sell you out. Theyâre refusing to speak to the men the King Odin has out searching.â
Taken aback, sheâd blinked in overt surprise. âWhy?â
âEveryone in Asgard has a family member or friend in the military,â heâd explained, speaking as though the answer is obvious. âYou saved the military hospital. I heard someone saying that over a hundred peopleâmaybe moreâwouldâve perished had you not gotten there when you did.â
Sigyn had nodded, swallowing roughly. It smarts, she had thought, knowing that no matter how early sheâd have gotten there, she couldnât have saved the one person there who mattered most to her. Itâd been too late the moment the ship had struck the building, and sheâs never had a talent for clairvoyancy.
âThereâs something else,â Quimby had commented, reclaiming her attention. Heâd given her a level look, and sheâd tried to prepare herself for the worst. âThe Queen was another casualty in the attack.â
Her hands had come up to her chest, bunching up the fabric of her shirt and gripping it tightly. âWhat happened?â
Heâd explained, âIt was the leader of the attack, Malekith, who dealt the blow. Something to do with a mortal woman the Prince Thor brought here. The funeral is tonight.â His eyes had softened. âTheyâve asked me to shoot the arrow for Walentyna. Youâre welcome to go in my place.â
âThank you,â sheâd said, heartfelt in her conviction if not a tad distracted. She was going to have to tell Loki that his mother was dead, and she had very much doubted that he would take it well.
âOne more thing,â heâd added, and sheâd nodded. Heâd taken a deep breath, as though bracing himself for something. âYou donât have to leave at the end of this.â
Fondly, sheâd shaken her head. âQuimby, I broke him out of prison. I am dead if I stay.â
âYouâre dead if you leave with him,â heâd blurted out. Sheâd stepped back, surprised. Heâd tried again. âSigyn, he is mad.â
âYou donâtââ she had started, though sheâd been unable to finish.
âNo, I know youâre blinded by love, but please listen to me,â Quimby had implored, stepping closer to her. âHe is insane and has fed you to the wolves before in his pursuit of power. You cannot allow him to do it again when youâre all alone with him.â
âWhat would you have me do, then,â sheâd softly questioned, trying to quash down the bitterness rising in her. Quimby had only wanted what was best for her, sheâd known.
âTake him back,â heâd urged, much to her shock and fury. Heâd went on, âTurn him into the Allfather, beg for forgivenessââ
Voice rising, sheâd refused, âAbsolutely not!â
Still, he had not ceased in his pleading. âYou can say that it was a moment of urgencyâthat you needed out of the dungeons to do something heroic, and that freeing the Prince Loki was the only way.â
âNo,â sheâd intoned, as firm as she had ever been. âI will not betray him.â
âHeâs not shown you the same loyalty,â heâd reminded her, and sheâd frowned before she could wince. What Quimby had been suggesting would have been a far more intimate betrayal than anything heâd done to her, sheâd known. Turning him over to his father could have only spelled disaster, and she had not been sure that he would have forgiven her. Beyond that, however, sheâd never had any plans of turning him in, only of leaving with him. She cannot be killed by anything Loki might do, sheâd told herself, for she knew already the cause of her demise.
That last thought, morbidly comforting though it might have been to her, was one she couldnât in good conscious have told Quimby. In an exercise in restraint, sheâd told him, âThank you for your advice.â
Heâd made to say something else, but sheâd no more patience for it. Without so much as a backwards glance, she had stormed from the room.
Now, Loki casts a glamor over them as they sidle up to her house, though the street is deserted as they enter it. She leaves the front door unlocked behind them, knowing that everything has to be left as it was when it was searched so as to not raise suspicion should anyone come looking for them here again. With that in mind, neither of them touches any of the open cabinets or overturned furniture as they silently make their way upstairs.
In the hall upstairs, away from any open windows, they drop their disguises, and Sigyn relishes shifting back into her own skin. Itâd been strange strutting around in Quimbyâs body, his stature shorter and the span of his shoulders broader than that to which she is accustomed. It had been especially difficult to shoot an arrow in such a state.
She vanishes the door to her bedroom as soon as theyâre past it, leaving a blank wall in its place. If anyone decides to check up on them, theyâll see only a hallway with a dead end, and unless theyâd been here before, it wouldnât look out of the ordinary.
Breaking the silence between them, Loki says, âWe can head out to Vanaheim in the morning. I have a contact there whoâll let us lay low long enough to find more permanent accommodations before he runs to Odin.â
Staring at the floor, Sigyn nods, though she doesnât voice her assent. âI think we should go to Svartalfheim,â she quietly suggests.
Brow furrowing, he asks, âWhat?â
âThe Dark Elf Malekith is the one who orchestrated todayâs attack. I think we should meet him in Svartalfheim and kill him,â she explains, her voice replete with determination. She stares at him, daring him to question her.
He does. âYou, Sigyn, want to kill someone?â He walks over to her, grinning wide. âHow very unlike you.â
âItâs not everyday someone kills my mother. Exceptions are to be made,â she replies, feeling dangerous. Her mother had been right; it does feel as though her actions have very few consequences to them now.
âSo they are,â he concurs. âVery well. Svartalfheim, then Vanaheim.â
She nods her approval, and he takes that as being the end to their conversation. He moves over to bed, pulling back the covers almost all the way before she stops him. âHey, wait,â she says, and he draws up short. Looking over at her, he raises an eyebrow. She inquires, âWhat are you doing? Donât get into my bed wearing your day dress.â
âIâve worn these clothes day and night for over a year,â he responds, making no move to so much as morph said clothes into anything else. âBesides, what does it matter? Youâll never sleep in this bed again.â
At his words, the careful façade sheâd constructed after leaving the funeral slips. She sighs, dropping her face into her hands and trying desperately not to cry again today. Since the moment they had stepped into her house, sheâs been all too aware of the fact that itâs likely to be the last time sheâll ever be here. More than that, itâs already past time that sheâll ever live with her mother again. So much has changed so quickly, and she canât allow herself to be overwhelmed before theyâre clear of Asgard.
âIâm sorry,â Loki says, his voice gentle. âI shouldnât have said that.â
âNo, itâs fine,â she says, sighing once more. She rubs her hands roughly up and down her cheeks as she raises her head to look at him again. âWeâve both had a shit day.â
Nodding, he finally slips under the covers. Figuring she ought to join him so that they can get an early start in the morning, she vanishes what left she has on of her armor before removing her shirt and slacks. Sheâs left standing in her undergarments, unnoticed by Loki as he shifts around, trying to get cozy. Suddenly feeling overly self-conscious about going to bed in such a state, despite having done it thousands of times previous, she excuses herself and retreats to the bathroom.
She spends a few minutes by herself, washing away the grime of the day and changing into a nightgown. She tries to go for something with a little appeal, though nothing too scandalous, settling on a long gown that sheâs owned for centuries. When she reemerges from the restroom, she leans against her dresser, trying to appear nonchalant as she tries to drum up the courage to slip into bed with someone over whom sheâs pined for decades.
Having settled into a comfortable position, half-sitting up, Loki raises a brow as he looks her up and down. âAre you trying to seduce me?â