I often see people talk about Siffrin like "they're my scrungly & i love them forever. i want to shake them like a soda can" & i absolutely understand & relate to that.
Cuz since i am one of those people, i also want to cradle him & give them agency post loop healing & deep accurate understandable analysis that shows all of his personality pre & post loops, i want him to heal thru being the funnyjokesperson they are at heart, i want to see them being theatrical, i want to see BASTARDFRIN!!! THEY ARENT THE TYPA ENBY TO LET TRAUMA GET IN THE WAY!!!!!!!!
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But sometimes my brain latches onto Siffrin no middle name no last name in a VERY particular way. Like. A Very Particular One. & I Joined this rabbit hole of a fandom madame adrienne created just weeks ago. What Is Happening To Me. Anyways.
he gives me brain worms. I like him no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i dono i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i do no i dont yes i do no i don't yes i doπππππππππππππππππππππππππ I want to preform & perform fucked up lab experiments on him. & I Say this as if he didn't already perform those on himself enough fucking times already. I want to put him in a saw trap & watch. Do you understand
Maybe i should just get sedated to stop thinking (JOKE)
