I am planning to finish it and update. I wrote maybe 2/3 of the next chapter and I just had to stop, given what had been going on in the world and how it relates to my own job and security work in general...Ā
The thing is while Security Guards are a far, FAR cry from police officers-- In general, security guards have to contact law enforcement and cooperate/work with them often AS part of their job, if put into certain situations. Itās not an option not to call, without being fired. Iāve seen my local police force on average 3x a day because of my job. And you know what... There are security guards out there who are crooked and racist as well, and that should be acknowledged.Ā
Right now, work doesnāt feel good and even in the context of writing a fic it doesnāt feel good. I can not afford to just up and quit and find another fulltime job that will give me that pay with benefits, and accommodate the schedule I need; I donāt have the luxury. Iām thankful that the team I work with are very woke, and a very diverse group of people that sincerely just want to keep my place of work safe.Ā
As I mentioned for SiDL I just have to take a step back, I was writing it as a coping mechanism and right now, itās not working. It will again, just not right now. My sincere apologies.Ā