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My toxic trait is that I love tormenting people and making their hearts hurt (with fanfiction).

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heyyyyy quit my job and it was scary af but i feel so much better now going to try to write soon
This is just Sanders Sides in year 3050
Here's to hoping I don't jinx myself. I have a four day weekend this week and two of those days I have absolutely nothing going on. I would like to finish some things that I said I would finish. If I could get a productivity prayer circle? Cast a collective spell for me and all the people who have been waiting on a yhmaili chapter? Let's manifest it, yeah?
For @darksideweeks Remus week prompt cacophony, I'm explaining the songs currently on my Remus playlist (check it out, I have great taste and I'm always adding more).
Bullet With Butterfly Wings by The Smashing Pumpkins
First of all religious imagery goes beautifully with Remus. I also think he has suffered greatly being neglected and ignored, he very much has been a rat in a cage. The group of lyrics starting with "Tell me I'm the only one" is very 'there's two of us and there shouldn't be. Plus 'And I still believe that I cannot be saved' gives me trying very hard not to care that his job was imposed on him and it's not his fault he's like this, but he's going to lean into it so hard bc that's what's expected of him, I wrote a little thing on that here.
Brutus by Emma Blackery
"Poisoned by the secrets you're keeping" Remus is very anti repression, it's the whole reason he acts up. In this case I think Brutus is Patton and Roman and Thomas. Technically Brutus probably includes Logan and Virgil and Janus, but I think it's mostly the reason he split (morality), the piece of him that betrayed him (Roman), and of course Thomas for wanting to shut him away. The sides may do what they think is best, but they are also bound by Thomas's will and if he wants something to go away, Janus has to make that happen. Or at least he did. It's all very 'I was wronged and sealed away but now that I'm out I'm going to make it everyone's problem, you can't escape me'.
Monster by Meg & Dia
He just wants to be loved! (Accepted, needed, listened to, etc.) I imagine at some point he had to realize with dawning horror that the other sides were terrified of him and what he represented, but he can't help what he is and if they're going to hate him anyway, he might as well be all that he is.
Reaper Man by Mother Mother
Remus prides himself on being intolerable to the general public and this song is basically just that, plus it slaps.
Red Flags by Tom Cardy feat Montaigne
I just think Remus would enjoy this. It is in fact 'disturbing' art which is right up his alley and I think he deserves appreciation of his potential.
Black Sheep by Dorothy
He is one of them regardless of how they feel and he is very much the black sheep. So far all the others have had true moments of appreciation for their roles, acceptance by c!Thomas but Remus is still on the outside looking in. "Can't shut me up won't bite my tongue. Speak my truth till the day is done." Literally his whole thing is not shutting up bc his role is to draw attention and he has claimed himself perpetually honest (even if he changes his mind sometimes).
Bad Reputation by Joan Jett & the Blackhearts
"I don't give a damn about my bad reputation" pretty much says it all.
When Worlds Collide by Powerman 5000
Remus @ c!Thomas, just saying.
I'm Not Ok by Weathers
A bit of a softer approach to who Remus is. We've seen Anxiety get anxiety, so what if Intrusive Thoughts also experience his role? Is he ok?
Tell Me Why by Three Days Grace
"Why does everything I love get taken away from me?" He loses part of himself, then his voice, then his 'brother', then his friends. All he does is lose. And if you push him to the edge, you should know he has no choice but to jump off of it.
Blood - End Credits by My Chemical Romance
He wants attention. Do you give it to him and condone his actions? Or do you ignore him and make it worse? Who are you? What is he? Why?
Kitchen Fork by Jack Conte
It's just very Intrusive Thoughts to me. It's also very "You made me, why did you make me like this?" Lemongrab-y.
Wrecking Ball by Mother Mother
He's over compensating. He's going to be what they perceive him to be 110% bc there's safety in that. And also it's kind of fun. Unfortunately he can't make 'good' things, only break them.
So What by Three Days Grace
I am what you made me, so what? I act like you expected me to, so what? Sure, I'm crazy, but what does that make you?
Back To Life by Mother Mother
If you hate me so much why don't you do something about it? Why do you hate me? Why don't you hate me? If you hate me so much why don't you just get rid of me? Why do you hate me? Why don't you hate me? Either way, I win. I win. I win...
Trouble's Coming by Royal Blood
He can't help what he is. If he could, don't you think he would? Don't you think he would do his best to stop hurting others? Do his best to be someone they could love? To be a piece that c!Thomas could accept?
House of Wolves by My Chemical Romance
He's a bad, bad man. Or that's what he wants you to think anyway.
Don't Threaten Me With A Good Time by Panic at the Disco!
Remus is going to crash out. The beginning is where we first meet him. He's as one dimensional as he can present himself. As time goes on, there's more to him. He has wants and needs too. He has absolutely no control at present but desperately craves it.

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Ok but I swear I'm going to finish my thing for Remus week this week. I will. Someone put a gun to my head.
It's actually so funny to me that at some point Patton was homophobic. "Oh Roman? He's not gay, just uh... Well would you look at the time?" Janus is in the background trying and failing to gasp for air while choking on that lie.
I can just picture a lot of "Aw, they're so cute together, Thomas is so happy!" Followed by literally anyone saying "Remember when you tried to convince him he liked girls?" I know Remus would be petty fr.