The start of 2020 has been nothing like I expected. Instead of ushering in the new year with celebration and new year's resolutions I have been brought fully into the process of thinking about nothing other than healing my body. I have learned to think of sickness as the body's way of transforming. Sometimes as a way to release an old way of being and other times as a way of upgrading my physical and energetic systems. I have to overcome my old programming that tells me I should be doing instead of being. My body reining in my programmed belief that if I am not producing all the time I am somehow less valuable as a human being. Even my outside world this week mirrored these false beliefs so I could see them with clarity for the lies that they are. Oh, and here is my sick person smoothie! My grand accomplishment for the day! #sick #sickpersonsmoothie #programming #growthperiod #iamvaluable #upgradeinprocess #transformation #eatyourgreens #drinkyourgreens #spiritualasfuck #2020 #newyear (at Portland, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/B66mSiQHA9J/?igshid=djcmha0rn1v7
