#siccushale

making painful quinntana things for you is my pasttime

okay, so time out from all of this to pay attention to the fact that it's my absolute best friend on this website's birthday!!! i think i'm going to tell our story here. 

liz and i have known each other for well over a year, and we met on a rpg-- one where our characters, quinn & santana immediately and instantly clicked-- from our first interaction, there was no turning back. i had never experienced a ship quite like that one-- we fell completely into it, head over heels in love with characters with more potential and passion than i can even completely describe to you.

for that reason, quinntana will always hold a place in my heart that no other ship can touch. 

you introduced me to indie. you told me to make a jackson! you held my hand and walked me through the ropes last year, telling me who was who and what was what. i was hugely terrified of everyone in any fandom ever, and without you by my side, i never would've made friends that i consider some of my closest. i never would've had relationships, laughed so hard i literally almost peed, cried until my tear ducts really needed to fuckign stop, and talked about the most mundane of subjects-- but when i was talking to them about you, they meant everything.

 ( just like you do. )

i could never be more grateful for someone to have at my side, at my back through anything. we've been through the highest ups and the highest downs while holding each other's hands through it all, 

i cannot express how much you mean to me. it is physically impossible, but i could not do this without you. not now and not ever. we've been through so much, so many group chats and verses and phone calls that there's no going back. i know you so ( too ) goddamn well and you know me inside and out.

i cant tell you the fandom

it never works sighs. give it like, an hour and it’ll fix itself.