#shutuproxy

I’ve spent so long destroying myself because I don’t feel like I deserve happiness that now I don’t know how to stop it. I want to learn how to let little good things affect me as much as I let any negative thing affect me. I’m just learning this information, and don’t know what to do with it, so might as well throw it out there.

I am sad, alone, and need physical affection. I don’t think I’ve had a hug in like 2 weeks isn’t there science about this kind of stuff? Idek this is dumb

Did I ever tell you guys there was a girl named Cersei at Disneyland? I was just waiting in line and this lady is yelling “Cersei come back here you can’t run off like that Cersei please” It was kinda surreal

I’m talking to one of my friends right now and I just realized that all our mutual friends still talk to him but don’t answer me anymore. I’m trying to figure out what went wrong but I honestly don’t understand. I’m a better person now than I was when they befriended me, so if we were friends at my worst, why not now? People are weird I guess. That’s kinda lame.

Has anyone done a crossover with ML and Anastasia? Because I’m seeing a whole lotta ML on my dashboard and “Paris Holds the Key” is playing in the background. It’s fucking adorable to think about okay >///<

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#creepy #creeper #sometimesimweird #whenyouseetheguyyoulike #shutuproxy