#shouldiaskher

How much simpler and fulfilling when it was 1

I think of 1 and wonder if she holds the keys to the heart I have... I’m focusing wrong. I hold the keys... God holds the keys.

Do I believe my own fear more than the TRUTH? Still... today I saw her and immediately wanted to be around her. I didn’t want to leave. I didn’t want to see HER leave.

This is 4 from before I chose, decided, fell for it, realized I was probably tricked. All 4 would still be with ... all 4 are still themselves. All 4 ... but I only see her.