Sherlock Valentineâs Day Challenge #3
A/N: So I wasnât able to do Day #2 but there was so many GREAT submissions! This is my very first Sherlolly EVER! I hope you like it! Thanks to @igottomuchfreetimeonmyhands for all the help :) And thanks to everyone who is reading and writing in the #Sherlock VDay Challenge!
Prompt:Â âI guess this makes you my valentine.â
Molly knew that working late on Valentine's Day just because she didnât have a date was sad and borderline pathetic, but she embraced this. Better to catch up on her work than sit at home lamenting her single status. She was keeping busy and managing to ignore the awful holiday.
It had gotten much later than she realized when the door to her lab swung open and Sherlock Holmes came striding in. Her heart leapt into her throat, as it always did when he entered a room, and she cursed herself. She cursed him, too, for good measure, for showing up tonight, of all nights.
âMolly.â he said as a short greeting. He came to a stop in front of the labâs most powerful microscope and pulled out the stool, producing a vile of God knows what from his long coat and setting it up on a glass slide. Heâs only been âbackâ a few weeks and even though she was one of the few who knew him to have survived the fall from the roof, it still felt odd to see him there.
âHi,â she replied quietly, but he was already engrossed in his work. She bit down on the inside of her cheek and swallowed down the ache in her throat and tried to focus on her work.
She should despise him, he was rude and uncaring and self absorbed, but no matter how hard she tried, she could not talk herself out of being in love with him. The glimpses of the sweet, loyal, kind, caring man beneath all those negative qualities called to her and she desperately loved him.
She sniffed quietly, not worried that he would bother to notice- he never noticed. She rubbed her eyes on the backs of her hands.
âNo big plans tonight?â Sherlock asked, his deep voice echoing slightly around room. It is so unexpected that she jumped and clapped her hand over her heart, startled.
âI never have big plans,â she replies, quietly.
âYou do know today is Valentineâs Day?â he replies, not looking up from his microscope.
âOf course I do,â she answers with a nervous laugh. âI am surprised that you do.â
âJohn was on about it earlier, he mentioned that he had reservations for he and Mary,â Sherlock explained.
âThatâs nice of him,â Molly replied, wishing he would stop talking. It was painful enough, being here with him, alone, at night, on Valentineâs Day without him rambling on about it. Thankfully, he fell back into a preoccupied silence and she was able to at least half focus on what she had been doing when he arrived.
After a bit, she heard the sound the the stool scraping loudly across the floor and she glanced up in time to see him leave the lab without saying a word. She let out the long breath she didnât realize sheâd been holding and squeezed her eyes shut. She crossed her arms on the table in front of her and buried her head, fighting against the hot tears that were beginning to fall from her eyes.
She managed to pull herself back together and after splashing some cold water on her face in the ladies room, she returned to her lab. She was shocked to see Sherlock had returned and was standing there.
âDid you forget something?â she asked, looking everywhere except at him.
âSort of,â he replied. âI forgot to grab dinner. Would you care to join me?â Molly finally forced herself to look him in the eye.
âFor dinner?â she asked, skeptically.
âYes, I was just going to pop around the corner to the diner. They are open late and I like their chips. Are you coming or not?â Not wanting to miss this opportunity, Molly grabbed her coat and followed Sherlock out.
âSo, the chips?â Molly asks, picking up the menu after she and Sherlock are seated in the diner.
âYes,â Sherlock confirms. âThere isnât much else worth recommending.â The waitress comes and they each order a large basket of chips and a soda. Molly glanced around the dingy diner and suddenly wondered if this wasnât a mistake. Small talk with Sherlock was always dangerous, always seeming to end in some sort of insult.
âWhy is it,â Sherlock asked, folding his hands on the table, âThat you donât have plans tonight?â Molly scoffed and looked away, shaking her head.
âI had work to do,â she lied, praying Sherlock would not call her out on it. âYou?â
âI also⌠had work to do,â he answered and she wondered if that was a lie as well. Mercifully, the waitress returns with the chips and they both have an excuse to put the chit chat on hold for a few moments.
âYou could have made plans,âSherlock said after a few minutes. âIf you wanted.â Molly didnât look up or answer right away. She felt a dull ache in her heart. She wanted him. All the time, all of him. And as much as she wanted him, she wanted to NOT want him. She wanted to date other men, other men that werenât him. She wanted to feel something other than longing and rejection. She wanted to be free of him. Yet here she was, on the one day a year you were supposed to spend with the person you loved, sitting here with the one person who would never love her.
âI have to go,â she said, reaching for her coat and purse, suddenly wanting to be far away from this place. His reached across the table and placed his hand on her arm, stopping her. The contact was so unexpected that she tried to pull away, but his long fingers curled around her arm.
âMolly,â he said, something in his voice making her eyes dart to his. âStay.â She bit her lip and knew he could see the pain in her eyes. âPlease?â She relaxed and let her belongings go. âThank you.â He turned and signaled to the waitress, who made a beeline for him. âCould we please have the check?â He asked her. âAnd two of those red velvet  I saw in the display case, to go, please.â She nodded and disappeared.
âWhat are you doing?â she asked, her throat tight with the tears she was biting back. Sherlock straightened up to his full height and placed his palms face down on the table in front of him.
âMolly, I know that I haven't always beenâŚâ he paused, searching for a word.
âI was going to say âforthcomingâ,â he continued. âBut yes. Nice as well. But you are very important to me. And while I was away, I thought about you often. And Iâve been thinking about you⌠more and more in factâŚâ The waitress appeared and placed the check and small box containing the red velvet cupcake between them in the center of the table. Sherlock waited for her to leave before he continued. âSo much so that itâs become difficult to think of much else. I know Iâve no right to ask this, after the way Iâve treated you over the years, but Iâd like to start over⌠start fresh⌠as something more.â Molly realized she was staring at him with her mouth slightly open. âIf youâll let me.â Without waiting for her to answer, he pulls out his wallet and throws a few bills on the table.
âAre youâŚâ Molly starts, afraid to speak, afraid to ruin this moment, âAsking me out?â Sherlock purses his lips.
âI believe I am,â he says, not meeting her eyes. âYou donât have to answer right now, if you need time to --â
âOK,â she says, cutting him off. âOk, Iâd like that.â A slow smile forms on Sherlockâs cupidâs bow lips and for the first time in ages, Molly feelâs her own lips curl upwards. Sherlock stood and reached out a hand for her, helping her from the booth and led her from the diner.
âI was hoping you would join me back at Baker Street,â he said, nodding to the white box  the cupcakes. âFor dessert?â Molly nodded, still wearing the same smile.  Sherlock tucked the desserts under one arm and Molly under the other as the two headed for his flat. Molly giggled and shook her head.
âWhatâs so funny?â Sherlock asked.
âI guess this makes you my Valentine,âMolly said looking up at him.
âI guess it does,â Sherlock confirmed. âI guess it does.â