#shitty shit

I was ____ (everything) first. Then I was hopeless. I wanted to be everything I could only have in my worst dreams. The list goes on—

An astronaut. An architect. A basketball player. A guitarist. A real man. Somebody who didn’t get slapped around. Tall and strong. Someone who felt loved. Someone with real friends. Someone with real bones. A person with a genuine sort of blood rushing through my veins instead of the artificial slop that keeps my heart pumping. 

.. Creative Burnout And Anxious Brainrot ..

... Hi Everyone Or Anyone Who WantsTo Read This, Sorry If I Haven't Been Posting To Much. I Just Been Creatively Bankrupt And Been Going For Some Anxious Stuff In My Life. Being Anxious Ain's Anything New For Me .. BUT GOD DOSE IT SUCK .. It's Mixed With Intrusive Thoughts And Overthinking And OCD, It's Been Like This For Two Weeks But I'm Slowly Getting Out Of It, It's Still Gonna Linger Around But That's Nothing New For Me Again …

As For Being Creative … I Still Want To Post Things, I Want To Do More Weirdcore Edits Or Whatever Else And Try To Make Some Original Things, Even Though I Don't Mind Making Things Based Off Of Stuff I Like As Long As I Can Put My Own Creative Spin On It. I've Been Slowly Making Some FANF Aesthetic Or Edit Things ... In A NutShell I'm Just Going Through Creative Art Block ... IT'S SUCKS AND I NEED TO KICK IT OUT OF BRAIN ...

… I Know I've Been Wanting To Do Some FANF Posts Lately, FANF Has Recently Popped Back In My Mind, I've Always Liked The Series Every Sense The Beginning And Have Some Nostalgic Memories With It. I Actually Have A Very Interesting Relationship With The Series And Should Probably Make A Post About It And Go Into Details Of How The Games Have Impacted Me …

… Sorry If This Is Rambling, Or If Some Of The Stuff Doesn't Make Sense. I Usually Try To Make Sure With Posts Like These I Go In And Make Sure Everything Sounds Right Or Spell Correctly Or At Least See If I Have Some Good Grammar …

Yes, I can just try to type out things normally, but I like whatever weird style I'm just doing since the beginning of this blog.

… That Being Stuff Like This …

... Another Little Weird Little Note, If Anyone Sees My Strange Edits Of The Everyman From Undertale And Don't Know What It's Is. It's A Little Attempt Thing At Making A Little Analog Series ... I Still Need To Keep Working On It ... I Do It For Fun And Well ... I LIKE THE EVERYMAN A LOT ... And I Have LOTS Of Post About It Around ...

... And I Still Want To Do Happy Tree Friends Edits, I Have LOTS Of ScreenShots Of The Characters. Mainly Of Cuddles Because ... I LIKE THE YELLOW BUNNY BOY A LOT ...

... Well That's All I Got To Say In A LONG Post Like This ...

... Hope It Makes Sense ...