#shinsoooo

You liked Hitoshi, you had liked him for a long time. Ever since you became friends, he always showed care and kindness to you. But you always felt the very thin line in your relationship where your feelings fluctuated between friendship and something else.

Since the beginning of the frienship, you had felt a special connection with him. Neito was your best friend, and he had introduced you to Hitoshi after a few weeks into U.A; but Hitoshi was just different to everything you knew.

It was very easy to talk to him; he wasn't shy or quiet like he seemed to be. Actually, he was the complete opposite; he always told stories about his classmates in general studies, his life before U.A, and he always tried to get a smile or a laugh out of you. You quickly became comfortable with each other, slowly getting more touchy in a playful manner.

You were as close to Shinso as you were with Monoma; but there was an evident difference in the way you acted around each of them; and an even bigger one in the way you felt about them.

Hitoshi slowly became the main reason why you enjoyed school. He was something you looked up to see everyday.

After the sport's festival, you had gathered enough courage to confess to him. Maybe it was the emotion of the moment, but as soon as you blurted out your feelings to Hitoshi, he kissed you. It was slow, but with a lot of emotion. You were sure that now that you knew how his embrace felt, you would not be able to live without it.

Hitoshi had decided a few days later to tell you that he would need to focus on his hero training. That Aizawa would be very strict with him if he wanted to get transfered into the hero course.

Of course, you understood that. It was slightly disappointing to be asked to wait, specially after something so important happened between the two of you. But you knew that it was Shinso's dream, his future, and if waiting for a few weeks would make you part of it, then it was worth it.

Although, days became weeks, weeks became months, and months quickly became a year.

Neito always told you that as much as he liked Hitoshi, you were a fool. Because, it had been a year and Hitoshi had not asked you on a single date, and he would not adress the situation unless you did. Not much had changed between the two of you, and he always used to tell you to just wait for him.

"You just don't look as happy anymore. I'm worried." Neito said everytime Shinso was brought up.

And it was partially true; it was a little emotionally draining to wait for him, but everytime you showed some impatience, he would just shrug it off.

It was safe to say that after a year, your heart was already worn out; specially since he had already managed to make it into the hero course.

His eyes when he asked you for patience, just added insult to your aching heart. So one day, you finally managed to speak with him.

"Toshi, I'm not going to wait for you anymore."

You caught Shinso by surprise, so he wasn't sure what you were reffering to.

"What? What are you talking about pretty?" He asked, and placed his hand on your cheeck, which you shook off.

"Please don't call me that. I'm saying that I am done waiting for you to decide whether or not you want to be with me."

Your tone was firm, but you could feel the tremble in between words. Shinso took a deep breath before speaking.

"I told you I would need you to be patient, you said you were okay with that."

You scoffed, and your vision started to become blurry.

"But it's been a year, Hitoshi! You said it was until you got transfered to the hero course!"

"I don't get where this is coming from. Please calm down."

"Calm down? Hitoshi, this shows that you didn't even hear me out everytime I brought up the subject!"

"So what do you want me to do now, huh? You were my friend, and then you confessed and we kissed. I told you I liked you too, isn't that enough?"

"You should really put all those months of training into practice and at least learn to read my mind!"

"If you were so upset you should have told me! I swear you never gave a warning sign, Y/N!"

"Shinso, I gave so many signs! You just decided not to see them!"

Your eyes finally gave up, and your tears started to flow down your face. You both stood there in silence, knowing that everything had ended.

"Well I guess there is nothing I can do to turn things around." Shinso finally spoke. You didn't know if this made you more sad or upset; you wished that he had at least made an effort to not lose you in the end, but he didn't.

So you just nodded and made your way through the door, not looking back.