#shinhee

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my beloved 

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I’m seriously so devastated by our loss. I can’t stop thinking about it, how alone he must have felt, how much like a failure he must have thought he was, how low his opinion of himself must have been to drive himself to do this. It’s so heartbreaking; his letter is so heartbreaking and his last texts are haunting. No one should ever be put in a position to feel that way about themselves, to let those thoughts and feelings define them. 

I’m at such a loss. I want to make it better, but I don’t know what to do. I keep thinking I should try to cheer myself up by looking at happy kpop stuff, but it doesn’t feel right to try and smile, knowing that a life has been lost. 

All 5 members' cards for 5th Anniversary event

PERSONAL INFORMATION Name: KJ Age: 23 Gender:F Location/Time Zone: CST Tumblr: jjongzilla CHARACTER INFORMATION Name: Onew Group Name/Solo/Ulzzang/Others: SHINee Link to your account:http://www.facebook.com/dubunny Other account?:

Accepted.

List your favourite member(s) from each of the following groups :

1. DBSK – JaeJoong

2. Big Bang - Taeyang

3. Super Junior – Leeteuk, Kyuhyun, Eunhyuk, Sungmin, Donghae

4. SHINee – Jonghyun, Key

5. 2PM - Nichkhun (JAEBUM =_=)

6. 2AM – Jinwoon, Jokwon

7. BEAST –Hyunseung, Yoseob

8. F.T.Island – Hongki

9. F.Cuz –

10. ZE:A –

11. Epik High - Tablo

12. MBLAQ – 

13. U-kiss – Kevin (adored him since his XING days)

14. SS501 - Baby HJ (Hyungjoon)

15. C.N.Blue – all of them!!!

16. Girls Generation/SNSD - Yuri, Sunny

17. Kara – Hara Goo~

18. 2NE1 – Park Bom

19. 4minute – Hyuna

20. F(X) - all of them!

21. Wonder Girls – 22. After School - UEE, Gahee, Nana

23. Brown Eyed Girls – Ga-in

24. Rainbow –

25. T-ara – Hyomin

26. Jewelry — Seo Inyoung

27. Seeya – idk their names T_T

28. Davichi – both girls are amazing

29. Secret – none...but I like them in general

30. CSJH- 

31. T-Max- 

Favourite boy group? 슈퍼주니어!!! (SUPER JUNIOR)

Favorite girl group? 소녀시대 (Girls' Generation)

Favourite pairings from the stated groups, or any other Kpop artist(s)? Ga-in & Jokwon, Kyumin, Eunhae

Favourite solo artist(s)? K.Will, 은지원 (Eun Jiwon), 이승기(Lee Seunggi)

Favourite songs right now? 나쁜 여자 (Boom Boom) - 슈퍼주니어 Shake It Up! - 슈퍼주니어 NU ABO - f(x)

First kpop song ever? No.1 - BoA

First kpop music video ever? 바보처럼 - 김종민 (Like a Fool - Kim Jongmin)

First kpop love (group/solo)? 동방신기 (Dong Bang Shin Gi)

First variety show? X-MAN

Any dance you can do (from a MV) GEE! XD

Song you always/usually listen to EVERY day? 미인아 (BONAMANA) - 슈퍼주니어

Your favorite music video? 행복 - 슈퍼주니어 (Happiness - Super Junior)

Any of your friends into kpop and who? many <3