that silly moment when in a desperate, shameless grasp to retake some semblance of control over your life after being accused of a crime you didn't commit and watching as your reputation and worldview goes crumbling around you, forcing you to come to a head with your own religious views that you've followed and upheld your whole life feeling as if it was meaningless and that the gods you've spent your life worshipping have abandoned you, until you are suddenly given meaning again in a literal prophecy forged by Akatosh himself
in which you then dedicate your entire life and existence to protecting a man who you deem as your idol, pledging to keep him safe as he ascends to his rightful place as the emperor due to his divine bloodline, only then for that man to martyr himself and turn into the literal avatar of the god you have dedicated yourself to your ENTIRE existence on this world, leaving you alone and floundering with no meaning left as all your friends during the journey left or perished, making you self isolate as your feelings of hollowness grow and grow until it comes to a head once more and you find yourself on one last adventure to investigate possible daedric influence on the world after you literally just watched the only person you would ever love give himself up to prevent doors opening to oblivion, in which you then become the next vassal and being for a daedra lord and you slowly forget yourself and you once were as a person as this new identity overtakes you and you lose yourself and your entire journey up to this point
And then your hair turns white and you get a bit silly :)
