Can they find beauty in hurtful situations?

Sirius would like to believe he can, but he’s really struggling with that right now. Between James’ murder, Florean’s murder, Peter’s whatever-deep-shit-he’s-in, Remus’ outing, the Order’s general frustrations, and Snape’s irritating proximity, he’s wearing a little thin right now.

Do they push to follow their dreams or do they wait idly by?

Sirius has never had a clear direction for what he wanted in life, except to be near his friends. He would mostly say he’s gone with the flow for most of his life.

What paralyzes my muse emotionally?

Note: For simplicity, I’m putting all of my characters here. The information can also be found as part of the bios on their blogs.

Ryland: 5′10″ or 1.77M Sirius: 5′9″ or 1.75M Artem: 5′5″ or 1.65M Emmeline: 5′4″ or 1.63M Kiran: 5′3″ or 1.6M

In reference to each other:

☂ : Favorite weather

☠ : Opinion on death

Sirius knows it’s inevitable, but until recently he hadn’t put much thought into it one way or another. It felt like something that couldn’t affect him directly. Until it did. Now James is dead, and Sirius has spent a lot of time staring at walls trying to decide his own feelings on the matter. Is there something after? Is James still there but not there? Sirius doesn’t quite believe the latter. That’s too close to a ghost, and James is clearly not a ghost. In Sirius’ mind, that means he can’t be there at all, so he must have moved on to... whatever it is. And it might be nothing. Sirius doesn’t know.

☽ : Favorite time of day

♛ : Opinion on outer beauty

Sirius would like to pretend he doesn’t care about his looks, but he does. Effortless as it looks, he’s probably put almost as much time into his carefully constructed look as James did into his messy little ruffle. Sirius has a particular persona he’s created, and while that persona does come with some roughness, even Sirius has to acknowledge that to some extent, it’s only possible for him to turn so many heads with it because he’s attractive. He’s playing up his best features.

When it comes to other people, Sirius would also like to pretend he doesn’t care so much about what they look like, but generally speaking he chooses flings and one night stands based on who is pretty enough to catch his attention. That said, he has a fairly wide definition of beauty, and it can include things like old, deep wounds and scars.

◎ : Opinion on lying

❥ :Opinion on love from the first sight