phm au where stratt also goes to space w them all and her and ryland both live and they meet rocky still. I know this doesn't make sense because even if she had the coma gene someone has to make sure when the beetles come back there are means to replicate whatever they found On Earth. I don't think she could let someone else do that! and I don't think she even has a choice. like. who else??

hashtag worst week of my life. attempting to articulate certain very hard to explain painful things to my mother and it’s just horrid all around. + endless fucking deadlines + general insanity. when will this end.